Positivity Thinking of telling my psych that I'm going to kms

Chisai said:

Not sure what point to survive besides if I don't get surgery again soon gonna die anyways

Things to look forward in the future:

-The constant degradation of all hobbies and cultures you appreciated
-Family debts
-Family putting me in psychward and selling all things that took me so long to hoard therefore completely losing all meaning of all the life I have lived so far
-Crippling mental illness to the point of disability
-Crippling physicality
-Literally no one on my side (this is not whining about relationship this is is having no one in your side in the fucking world)
-No place to call home
-No good health so being homeless would bring even more fucking misery
-No point to anything
-Couldn't figure out how to sleep well after buying so many different sheets and pillows and try different activities and bullshit like pouring perfume around which only makes me harder to breathe
-JFL at everything theory theoruy3r i dont wanna bothe tyoping anything antymroe

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Schwarzwald said:

I really think you should try and sneak into America, pick a sanctuary city and get benefits.

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Chisai said:

I'm a lolicon I will just be fed to MK ultra and tortured since I have no connections to fall into any islands who surely still exist and in vatican for sure too

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Chisai said:

I'm a lolicon I will just be fed to MK ultra and tortured since I have no connections to fall into any islands who surely still exist and in vatican for sure too

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Memento Mori said:

You should invite your psych here

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Truckzo said:

fuck burger land, ain't shit here for you and that goes for most countries. The capitalist hyperfuedalist agenda ruined everything, even Karl Marx (as good as his ideas would be for a society without the current system of money) was tied up with Jews and Jesuits.

I don't think you'd unironically end up being kidnapped or some shit and fed to mk ultra, unless you're very spiritually attune like many neurodivergents. However they've modeled society in a way that keeps us in endless loops of suffering, and even if we do open our third eye, we get disconnected from this material world, seeing it for what it truly is.

Unable to forward this truth to anyone else in a meaningful way, we just sit and watch the show. The government already got what they wanted from all those projects (MK ULTRA, Stargate, ect.) if anything they'd teach you how to use your third eye to further their agendas.

Tell me though, what do you desire most in this world?

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Truckzo said:

fuck burger land, ain't shit here for you and that goes for most countries. The capitalist hyperfuedalist agenda ruined everything, even Karl Marx (as good as his ideas would be for a society without the current system of money) was tied up with Jews and Jesuits.

I don't think you'd unironically end up being kidnapped or some shit and fed to mk ultra, unless you're very spiritually attune like many neurodivergents. However they've modeled society in a way that keeps us in endless loops of suffering, and even if we do open our third eye, we get disconnected from this material world, seeing it for what it truly is.

Unable to forward this truth to anyone else in a meaningful way, we just sit and watch the show. The government already got what they wanted from all those projects (MK ULTRA, Stargate, ect.) if anything they'd teach you how to use your third eye to further their agendas.

Tell me though, what do you desire most in this world?

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Schwarzwald said:

And mk ultra is over we are way past that bro, the red heifer has been scarified the 3rd temple is on its way bro bro. You should just be getting ready. Soon the antichrist will be here and things will be different you should at least hold out till then ya know?

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Truckzo said:

Assuming you aren't using irony to make fun of me, yes very much true indeed.

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Truckzo said:

fuck burger land, ain't shit here for you and that goes for most countries. The capitalist hyperfuedalist agenda ruined everything, even Karl Marx (as good as his ideas would be for a society without the current system of money) was tied up with Jews and Jesuits.

I don't think you'd unironically end up being kidnapped or some shit and fed to mk ultra, unless you're very spiritually attune like many neurodivergents. However they've modeled society in a way that keeps us in endless loops of suffering, and even if we do open our third eye, we get disconnected from this material world, seeing it for what it truly is.

Unable to forward this truth to anyone else in a meaningful way, we just sit and watch the show. The government already got what they wanted from all those projects (MK ULTRA, Stargate, ect.) if anything they'd teach you how to use your third eye to further their agendas.

Tell me though, what do you desire most in this world?

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Chisai said:

Not sure what point to survive besides if I don't get surgery again soon gonna die anyways

Things to look forward in the future:

-The constant degradation of all hobbies and cultures you appreciated
-Family debts
-Family putting me in psychward and selling all things that took me so long to hoard therefore completely losing all meaning of all the life I have lived so far
-Crippling mental illness to the point of disability
-Crippling physicality
-Literally no one on my side (this is not whining about relationship this is is having no one in your side in the fucking world)
-No place to call home
-No good health so being homeless would bring even more fucking misery
-No point to anything
-Couldn't figure out how to sleep well after buying so many different sheets and pillows and try different activities and bullshit like pouring perfume around which only makes me harder to breathe
-JFL at everything theory theoruy3r i dont wanna bothe tyoping anything antymroe

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Schwarzwald said:

What's ironic about the 3rd temple being built? And I'm not making fun of you. Idk what's going on in your head and I can't control that so sorry if you took it in that direction.

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Truckzo said:

Tell me though, what do you desire most in this world?

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Schwarzwald said:

Why havnt you tried ebegging or a go fund me?

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Memento Mori said:

You should invite your psych here

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Chisai said:

"So anon what do you do on internet all time?"

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