I have no one

Abhorrence · Sep 30, 2024

Never thought adult life would be this lonely, I have nothing to live for and no one gives two shits about me. I guess this is how it goes if you are not an enjoyable person to be around on top of being unattractive, you either throw away your dignity to fit in or end up like this

Always the outsider looking in, stuck in this meat cage crippled by anhedonia

Nothing is fun anymore and everyone is fake as fuck

When I wake up in the morning I already know how my day is going to go, no novelty no meaning just surpressing all and any emotions that are still left numbing myself to not go crazy. Alien to everyone and a shell of my former self

burn · Sep 30, 2024

Idk how some of u make it past 20 feeling like this only 18 and already feel like ending it all

Alurmo · Oct 1, 2024

Muttcel said:
same how can someone be Incel pass 21 I've wanted to rope for 7 years and I'm 16 jfl fuck this life

San man

ZZEBRA813 · Feb 23, 2026

You have momma chicken

PoopyPigeon · Wednesday at 3:15 PM

Abhorrence said:
Never thought adult life would be this lonely, I have nothing to live for and no one gives two shits about me. I guess this is how it goes if you are not an enjoyable person to be around on top of being unattractive, you either throw away your dignity to fit in or end up like this

Always the outsider looking in, stuck in this meat cage crippled by anhedonia

Nothing is fun anymore and everyone is fake as fuck

When I wake up in the morning I already know how my day is going to go, no novelty no meaning just surpressing all and any emotions that are still left numbing myself to not go crazy. Alien to everyone and a shell of my former self

Man, this entire post exceeds the parameters of relatability.

cosmicx16 · Wednesday at 4:21 PM

PoopyPigeon said:
Man, this entire post exceeds the parameters of relatability.

Stop talking like redditgpt it pmo

Schwarzwald · Sunday at 4:57 PM

Abhorrence said:
Never thought adult life would be this lonely, I have nothing to live for and no one gives two shits about me. I guess this is how it goes if you are not an enjoyable person to be around on top of being unattractive, you either throw away your dignity to fit in or end up like this

Always the outsider looking in, stuck in this meat cage crippled by anhedonia

Nothing is fun anymore and everyone is fake as fuck

When I wake up in the morning I already know how my day is going to go, no novelty no meaning just surpressing all and any emotions that are still left numbing myself to not go crazy. Alien to everyone and a shell of my former self

I hope it got better.

Sovereign · Sunday at 6:48 PM

Abhorrence said:
Never thought adult life would be this lonely, I have nothing to live for and no one gives two shits about me. I guess this is how it goes if you are not an enjoyable person to be around on top of being unattractive, you either throw away your dignity to fit in or end up like this

Always the outsider looking in, stuck in this meat cage crippled by anhedonia

Nothing is fun anymore and everyone is fake as fuck

When I wake up in the morning I already know how my day is going to go, no novelty no meaning just surpressing all and any emotions that are still left numbing myself to not go crazy. Alien to everyone and a shell of my former self

When your alone, but have a family; the pain is unbearable, because they have these demands or expectations of you even though you don't want to or have to actually perform. The sorrow of it all its that its people who claim closeness but are so far & or divorced from you that you might as well call them strangers.

My aunt calls me green and I feel that at many times belittles me for how much I don't know or understand, she thinks that if you weren't beaten or molested like she was raising a kid at thirteen in an abandoned house then your problems mean nothing. In truth, I feel that very soon I will have two choices, being terribly alone with no one, no family, no contact to discover or have to be around a dysfunctional family that will never figure out how to heal or apologize for their wrongs. Its a sorry fate for those born into such a tragedy.

If your alone and hate it, just compare that with the circumstances of having a family, being who you are now, ask yourself would you really be any different? Whether you dated, have family members? If being by yourself has taught you anything about yourself what has that been?

Enju · 2026-03-02T05:12:17+0000

I'm numb to it all anymore. Sometimes I seem to forget that the world is going on around me. People have family, hobbies, careers, meanwhile my whole time is spent on rotting in my room with meaningless copes. It's not too much of a problem to me I guess, but I certainly feel disassociated. I'm not even sure what I want out of this life

Schwarzwald · 2026-03-02T05:14:05+0000

Enju said:
I'm numb to it all anymore. Sometimes I seem to forget that the world is going on around me. People have family, hobbies, careers, meanwhile my whole time is spent on rotting in my room with meaningless copes. It's not too much of a problem to me I guess, but I certainly feel disassociated. I'm not even sure what I want out of this life

Why not just pick a random thing and hyper focus on it just for the hell of it?

Enju · 2026-03-02T05:16:32+0000

Schwarzwald said:
Why not just pick a random thing and hyper focus on it just for the hell of it?

I just don't have the motivation to do anything. I've always struggled to keep a hobby or task, even as a kid.

Schwarzwald · 2026-03-02T05:29:23+0000

Enju said:
I just don't have the motivation to do anything. I've always struggled to keep a hobby or task, even as a kid.

What about gambling? Or crypto trading ooooooor making an ai bot to auto trade. Sorry not trying to be pushy, I'm just trying to help :/ what about streaming :3?

Nosecel_ · 2026-03-02T05:31:19+0000

Schwarzwald said:
What about gambling? Or crypto trading ooooooor making an ai bot to auto trade. Sorry not trying to be pushy, I'm just trying to help :/ what about streaming :3?

Streaming is hard to get into, I would totally try it otherwise, gambling, crypto you need some kind of money surplus, if people on this forum had that kind of money, doubt we would be here.

Schwarzwald · 2026-03-02T05:44:04+0000

Nosecel_ said:
Streaming is hard to get into, I would totally try it otherwise, gambling, crypto you need some kind of money surplus, if people on this forum had that kind of money, doubt we would be here.

:/ I won't mention finances<_< I don't really know how people ended up here, I know how I did lol. But I get your meaning.

But I mean stream, I promise I'll be in ever stream you do in the chat :3. I won't give any financial advice but it's easier then you think to get monetize on twitter or Instagram.

Enju · 2026-03-02T06:01:33+0000

Schwarzwald said:
What about gambling? Or crypto trading ooooooor making an ai bot to auto trade. Sorry not trying to be pushy, I'm just trying to help :/ what about streaming :3?

I have no money for gambling or crypto. As for streaming, I've tried YouTube videos before in the past, but it's really hard to get popular in your niche. It's exhausting and demoralizing when you put a lot of time into videos, just for them to do poorly. It's not 100% luck, but a lot of it is dependent on the viewers mood. YouTube will stop putting your videos on the homepage if it doesn't have a good click through ratio. If someones not in the mood to watch whatever niche topic you made a video on, they obviously won't bother clicking on it.

I guess I'm not opposed to trying again since it's low cost, and I somewhat enjoyed doing it, even if it was just playing games and babbling. Before, I had the mindset of trying to get popular on YouTube, which is probably why I didn't enjoy it as much.

Schwarzwald · 2026-03-02T06:19:40+0000

Enju said:
I have no money for gambling or crypto. As for streaming, I've tried YouTube videos before in the past, but it's really hard to get popular in your niche. It's exhausting and demoralizing when you put a lot of time into videos, just for them to do poorly. It's not 100% luck, but a lot of it is dependent on the viewers mood. YouTube will stop putting your videos on the homepage if it doesn't have a good click through ratio. If you someones not in the mood to watch whatever niche topic you made a video on, they obviously won't bother clicking on it.

I guess I'm not opposed to trying again since it's low cost, and I somewhat enjoyed doing it, even if it was just playing games and babbling. Before, I had the mindset of trying to get popular on YouTube, which is probably why I didn't enjoy it as much.

Try again! I'll be your number one fan!

I'll be your adoring fan!

incelkingkong · 2026-03-03T01:34:42+0000

Schwarzwald said:
Try again! I'll be your number one fan!
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Schwarzwald · 2026-03-03T01:37:11+0000

incelkingkong said:
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Oh indeed :3

incelkingkong · 2026-03-03T01:52:45+0000

Schwarzwald said:
Oh indeed :3

tbh i had my suspicions before with the whole :3 thing alrdy but this confirmed it

Schwarzwald · 2026-03-03T02:03:45+0000

incelkingkong said:
tbh i had my suspicions before with the whole :3 thing alrdy but this confirmed it

I don't know what your implications are >:3
I think you're gonna make me say it......

Schwarzwald · 2026-03-03T02:04:59+0000

incelkingkong said:
tbh i had my suspicions before with the whole :3 thing alrdy but this confirmed it

That's it's I'm saying it...

FART NIGGER!

Thompson · 2026-03-03T16:32:57+0000

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