blow my brains out

I hate love, the term and feeling 'love'; not a particular individual. Just... "love", it's enough to fry your mind with wishful thinking before painful reality crashes down onto you.

I love. I care. I think of one, and only one. But I can't imagine that meaning much, yk? I have no self-confidence, no value, no will. Even if I were to find someone, I'd mess it up and stay stuck on that person forever, so whatever, ig.

Nice artist, I love this specific song: