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<blockquote data-quote="UglyBastard" data-source="post: 5242" data-attributes="member: 27">I&#039;m not sure if it&#039;s borderline or bipolar disorder though, but it is certainly not normal.Sometimes I wake up with the courage of saving the world, sometimes I wake up wanting to kill myself without any reason.It feels like some sort of unbalanced emotions, I don&#039;t know how to describe but it feels like being bipolar. Sometimes it is nice because I can accomplish lots of things when I&#039;m on a mania episode, and everything is broken to pieces when the depression kicks in. Sometimes I destroy what I have accomplished etc. There was a time I was trying to re-write some of my texts that I wrote back then I was in high school, it was a pleasant experience to revisit the time I was a sane person. But then I woke up in a bad mood and deleted everything I did, simply destroyed weeks of work in a few minutes.That&#039;s why I need someone with me, someone that can make me realise I&#039;m just in a bad phase and that everything will be fine in the end. But I&#039;m just too broken to have someone like that.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="UglyBastard, post: 5242, member: 27"] I'm not sure if it's borderline or bipolar disorder though, but it is certainly not normal. Sometimes I wake up with the courage of saving the world, sometimes I wake up wanting to kill myself without any reason. It feels like some sort of unbalanced emotions, I don't know how to describe but it feels like being bipolar. Sometimes it is nice because I can accomplish lots of things when I'm on a mania episode, and everything is broken to pieces when the depression kicks in. Sometimes I destroy what I have accomplished etc. There was a time I was trying to re-write some of my texts that I wrote back then I was in high school, it was a pleasant experience to revisit the time I was a sane person. But then I woke up in a bad mood and deleted everything I did, simply destroyed weeks of work in a few minutes. That's why I need someone with me, someone that can make me realise I'm just in a bad phase and that everything will be fine in the end. But I'm just too broken to have someone like that. [/QUOTE]

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