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<blockquote data-quote="sixdegrees" data-source="post: 35730" data-attributes="member: 252">I&#039;ve been reading up on other mentally unstable users on looksmax, neets and some other forums and noticed that a lot of them come from broken and/or abusive households. This falls in line for me too, as I was abused by both my parents (especially my father) for all of my childhood. One of my earliest memories of childhood is being scolded and beaten over something that my dad was at fault for. All I ever received was disdain, never got any semblance of love from them, which made me kind of robotic in my mannerisms, as I genuinely dont know how to respond to love from another person. They never let me play any sports, or get any hobbies. I remember asking my dad to get me a piano keyboard once and I got scolded just for asking, this made me never get into any hobbies. Nowadays he&#039;s whining about me being on my laptop all day and not having any hobbies when he himself is the reason why I never got into instruments, or really anything in my life.Many people think that living in a single mother household is worst that can happen when in reality the worst outcome is living with a narcissist father with anger issues who truly despises his family for no reason. This also makes me want to never get married or have any children as I fear me turning into a shitty two-faced human like him, who treats his family like shit and puts on a facade of a good person to everyone else.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="sixdegrees, post: 35730, member: 252"] I've been reading up on other mentally unstable users on looksmax, neets and some other forums and noticed that a lot of them come from broken and/or abusive households. This falls in line for me too, as I was abused by both my parents (especially my father) for all of my childhood. One of my earliest memories of childhood is being scolded and beaten over something that my dad was at fault for. All I ever received was disdain, never got any semblance of love from them, which made me kind of robotic in my mannerisms, as I genuinely dont know how to respond to love from another person. They never let me play any sports, or get any hobbies. I remember asking my dad to get me a piano keyboard once and I got scolded just for asking, this made me never get into any hobbies. Nowadays he's whining about me being on my laptop all day and not having any hobbies when he himself is the reason why I never got into instruments, or really anything in my life. Many people think that living in a single mother household is worst that can happen when in reality the worst outcome is living with a narcissist father with anger issues who truly despises his family for no reason. This also makes me want to never get married or have any children as I fear me turning into a shitty two-faced human like him, who treats his family like shit and puts on a facade of a good person to everyone else. [/QUOTE]

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