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EzraIsShy76028

EzraIsShy76028

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miscreation said:
Anyone diagnosed? I was pure angst earlier, pacing around my flat, had to go on a walk to clear my mind, 4-5 hours later and now I feel like I'm on cloud nine for no real reason.
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Damn...I've somewhat been looking for an excuse to talk about my Bipolar as of late, lol. But Bipolar has literally been ruining my whole entire life for a very long time. So much issues I can't even begin. Being so depressed I'm trying to kill myself. Being so excited while manic that I'm basically on drugs and doing a ton of careless risky shit that has severe consequences, including but not limited to 9 mental hospital stays. My anger problems while manic, where I basically wanted to kill everyone around me and was breaking shit. My delusions and hallucinations. Hearing, seeing, and feeling shit that wasn't there. Believing that everyone is out to get me. Etc, etc, etc.

As you might've gussed Bipolar isn't my only problem, but it's definitely by far the biggest one. My Bipolar is definitely extremely severe.

The current mental health medications I'm on now, 5 of them, they are currently kind of helping. In the past though I had taken 6 really bad ones, 1 of them being absolute hell. To be fair though, a lot of them were anti-depressants alone with no mood stabilizers. A Bipolar person taking only anti-depressants is recipe for disaster, but most of my psychiatrists were really, REALLY bad at their jobs...lol.

As for therapy, it basically doesn't help at all in regards to Bipolar, but it's nice to have someone hear out my problems instead of looking at me like I'm "crazy"...which I sort of am, but basically respecting me instead of just calling me weirdo. Lol.
 
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