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I am not someone who gets shit on in my daily life at all, its all good.
But when someone is kind and respectful to me they actively try to look at it my way, understand me, assist me ……it really hurts and makes me feel cold but warm at the same time. I am dumbfounded, frozen internally not knowing how to emote.
You know Its unusual realising the transactional nature of this cursèd realm, but nonetheless acts of kindness and love although still self serving to the person in some way….. really sticks and jabs at my stone cold heart.
This isolated feeling I have is I believe derived from a deeply blackpilled intuition trying to tell me something.
Its like a wolf inviting the scared sheep to dinner and letting him be. People are evil we are all at the mercy of others….. their validation and approval is something men and women would die for….
This being a sick hell realm for trapped souls really feels true in some way.
But when someone is kind and respectful to me they actively try to look at it my way, understand me, assist me ……it really hurts and makes me feel cold but warm at the same time. I am dumbfounded, frozen internally not knowing how to emote.
You know Its unusual realising the transactional nature of this cursèd realm, but nonetheless acts of kindness and love although still self serving to the person in some way….. really sticks and jabs at my stone cold heart.
This isolated feeling I have is I believe derived from a deeply blackpilled intuition trying to tell me something.
Its like a wolf inviting the scared sheep to dinner and letting him be. People are evil we are all at the mercy of others….. their validation and approval is something men and women would die for….
This being a sick hell realm for trapped souls really feels true in some way.