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Farewell Fantasea
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I was in my room and saw the made bed. A big ripe raspberry laid on the pillow which really stood out. Then a big spider crawled from under the sheets, caught the raspberry and dragged it back disappearing in the sheets with it. I was surprised and felt a sense of loss.

The dream was different than all my other dreams and I could remember it well.
I thought there might be meaning, tried to interpret.

The next day my mom brought a small box of raspberries and really wanted me to eat them. It was weird coincidence fruit wasn't in season yet and I haven't seen it for a while. Color was the same too.
I haven't touched the raspberries because I was being superstitious. Does this mean my mom is the spider? Does the matrix send her?
I understood later that the raspberry is pleasure like gooning food sleep (big one for me) and the spider is idk the matrix itself. It uses this lure to get me go back to sleep.
Was I waking up? Not really but I was trying. Spamming cold baths and energy training. It's rare for me to have the will to try. My interpretation was right I think. I lacked the willpower to do anything for past few months and gained weight. I don't want to stay like this forever. Whatever I tried I feel like it would've been futile too.

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Farewell Fantasea
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I had a dream I was in school and other kids doxxed me on neets because they found my ipad in my backpack and were using it
I was caught but I explained to them why forums mog and they seemed to get it
 
I hate women more than anything But I do want sex.
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I had a dream I was in school and other kids doxxed me on neets because they found my ipad in my backpack and were using it
I was caught but I explained to them why forums mog and they seemed to get it
I had lots of dreams
 
Farewell Fantasea
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I was bringing my own office chair with me becuse of OCD and didn't let anyone else use it. When normies were waiting in a queue I was comfortably sitting in my chair.
Me and a childhood friend were together and I supported him to become a male model. A STEM normie tried to blackpill people on looks to give advice and talked about how jawline improves looks aand I felt sad because of my recession. Then he was met with massive disaproval of everyone and was humiliated. That made me happy.
Next I was riding in a wheelchair with a dog I pickd up.Everyone sympathised with me instead of judging and pressuring me. It felt good.
 
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