Discussion drugs

[fartcannon420]

i want to probe the forum on their opinion on various drugs. for instance; have drugs brought you to where you are today?

i myself have been addicted to weed for a considerable amount of time (almost 5 years now.) and it's partially the cause of my nihilistic outlook and depression. i recently have quit and hopefully this time is the last time i am truly addicted. i would like to use it 'ritualistically' and in an objectively positive way to further my whitepill journey, but my addictive personality might prevent me from doing that. due to a lot of self experimentation and observation i've learned quite a lot about the substance and how it impacts myself as well as others, including observations that most people will cope and say is absolutely wrong but immediately turn around and prove me right. (checkmate addict, i proved it myself long before i saw you, lol. it's a MASSIVE cope to say weed is not addictive even if there not explicit physical withdrawals. (which there are, by the way.) almost every single chronic stoner suffers from the exact same issues but will tell you they are not related to weed.)

i would like to try a number of other substances, but restricted purely to psychedelics. i'm not a fan of pretty much anything else. i have consumed mushrooms on multiple occasions and had a vastly different experience than most people. i have also tried LSA once, but that didn't really work out too well and i ended up getting sick and purging before it was really able to experience anything.

 

[Tabula Rasa]

I don’t use substances except alcohol sparingly

 

[fartcannon420]

I don’t use substances except alcohol sparingly

probably a good thing, it's unlikely that alcohol had led to any long term problems for you. i highly recommend trying mushrooms if it's plausible for you.

 

[fartcannon420]

i'll go into a little detail about my mushroom experiences. the first time i took mushrooms i was at home with my wife (at then girlfriend.) and two friends/roommates. the particular strain was "golden teachers" and it was a pretty strange experience. i was morphed into a baby, essentially. i couldnt stop laying on my back crawling on the floor, moving my arms and legs indiscriminately just to move them with a wide smile across my face. i wasn't really capable of communicating much. i was filled with pure bliss and joy. i didn't have many visual hallucinations or any deep mental thought because i hadn't consumed enough, but it was a great experience nonetheless.

there were a few more times i took them, but not much was different. one of the times i took a considerable amount due to my roommates' scale being off and i unfortunately ended up getting sick and purging most of the mushrooms before they even digested. that experience i had the most mental visuals, and they were very angelic and ethereal.

something that has been consistent among every trip on mushrooms i've had (that nobody else has reciprocated.) is how it feels once the psilocybin enters my brain. imagine a cross section of dirt in a time-lapse and you're watching mycelium grow from both edges of the cross section to meet in the middle. in this instance, the dirt is my brain and the mycelium growing is the psilocybin flowing through my neural pathways. it's a fucking strange feeling.

i've always been terrified right before and after taking them as i (in general) have a very hard time letting go of things; but even in spite of almost giving myself anxiety attacks telling myself it was a mistake, i have only had good experiences on mushrooms.

 

[Trilogy]

I used to smoke weed a lot when I was 17-19, but I've stopped since I got bored of it + I'm more anxious about my health (specifically smoking affecting my lungs and throat). If I did weed again I'd want to do edibles since I wouldn't have to smoke it

 

[Bitter]

I drink wine mixed with carbonated water.

 

[Personality Haver]

i used to take ritalin then switched to adderall. i stopped taking it after college tho. i've also taken my sister's elvanse before. i think adderall probably damaged my brain lol

 

[fartcannon420]

i used to take ritalin then switched to adderall. i stopped taking it after college tho. i've also taken my sister's elvanse before. i think adderall probably damaged my brain lol

hopefully not. do you actually 'need' it? or were you just taking it to take it? a buddy of mine doesn't 'need' it but he got prescribed some from his psych and he uses it when he wants to initiate hyperfixation so he can study or pay attention to something easier. he tries to use it less than once a week, though. offered to send me his original bottle that he never took.

 

[Personality Haver]

hopefully not. do you actually 'need' it? or were you just taking it to take it? a buddy of mine doesn't 'need' it but he got prescribed some from his psych and he uses it when he wants to initiate hyperfixation so he can study or pay attention to something easier. he tries to use it less than once a week, though. offered to send me his original bottle that he never took.

ya i did actually need it cuz have adhd jfl