$uicideboy$ is a weird topic to discuss. they don't seem to me to be esoteric by any real means and just use the references to appear deeper than they are. their music is a mixed bag, plenty of it is real and raw but they have absolutely trash, ghetto shit that's equivalent to pretty much all modern hip-hop.
maybe their goal is not to show anyone anything, but merely to try to lead people down the path of discovery. i do not like a lot of their blatant "satanic" worship in a lot of their songs, even if it's supposed to be a meme. you're inviting shit into your life when you actively pursue that stuff, and i tend to avoid those songs.