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<blockquote data-quote="EzraIsShy76028" data-source="post: 39228" data-attributes="member: 205">Always nice to find people I can relate to! While obviously it&#039;s not good for someone to go through those things, not feeling lonely in my suffering feels good, as the vast majority of people can&#039;t relate to me at all! As for being my online friend, um sure? Why not? Having more people to talk to is always good! And it&#039;s not like I currently have a lot of friends (be it online or in real life) to talk to anyway, or an established friend group of any sort. Fair warning though, I can be EXTREMELY inconsistent. Like sometimes I might use the internet almost every day, or sometimes I might not log into the internet at all for absurds amounts of time, like a year or so, lol. I don&#039;t even know what words I&#039;d use to describe myself, but something like &quot;ultra extreme mega introvert&quot; or &quot;anti-social&quot; or something can describe it. Sometimes I just don&#039;t wanna talk to people period, both online and in real life. Sometimes humanity itself just stresses me out. Sometimes I feel too socially anxious talking to even my parents who I currently live with and have lived with my entire life. Heck, at times I can&#039;t even play online games or read comment sections. At times I can only play offline games. All of this might not make any logical/rational sense, but it&#039;s just how my mind works, even after therapy, meds, and mental hospital visits. But still, having people to talk to is always nice! Even if my &quot;socially battery&quot; is depleted for like a year, no one can be alone for all eternity. Even if I need way less social interaction than the average person, humans are by nature social creatures, and if I had zero social interaction for the entire rest of my life even I would go insane! So while I&#039;m an extremely inconsistent friend, I can do my best to be there whenever I realistically can.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="EzraIsShy76028, post: 39228, member: 205"] Always nice to find people I can relate to! While obviously it's not good for someone to go through those things, not feeling lonely in my suffering feels good, as the vast majority of people can't relate to me at all! As for being my online friend, um sure? Why not? Having more people to talk to is always good! And it's not like I currently have a lot of friends (be it online or in real life) to talk to anyway, or an established friend group of any sort. Fair warning though, I can be [B]EXTREMELY [/B]inconsistent. Like sometimes I might use the internet almost every day, or sometimes I might not log into the internet at all for absurds amounts of time, like a year or so, lol. I don't even know what words I'd use to describe myself, but something like "ultra extreme mega introvert" or "anti-social" or something can describe it. Sometimes I just don't wanna talk to people period, both online and in real life. Sometimes humanity itself just stresses me out. Sometimes I feel too socially anxious talking to even my parents who I currently live with and have lived with my entire life. Heck, at times I can't even play online games or read comment sections. At times I can only play offline games. All of this might not make any logical/rational sense, but it's just how my mind works, even after therapy, meds, and mental hospital visits. But still, having people to talk to is always nice! Even if my "socially battery" is depleted for like a year, no one can be alone for all eternity. Even if I need way less social interaction than the average person, humans are by nature social creatures, and if I had zero social interaction for the entire rest of my life even I would go insane! So while I'm an extremely inconsistent friend, I can do my best to be there whenever I realistically can. [/QUOTE]

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