Whitepill Going back and forth between the blackpill and the whitepill

[Myst]

Lately I've been struggling with this tug of war almost between the BP and WP as I mentioned in the title of this thread, one minute I'm on this forum filled with hope and the next I'm watching some blackpill compilation, completely nuking any and all hope of being able to live with the BP. Anyone else dealing with the same problem?

 

[Lux]

Strictly adhering to a single ideology, religion, or way of viewing things takes away from your ability to understand things objectively & have true autonomy imo