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<blockquote data-quote="GripMaxxing" data-source="post: 77517" data-attributes="member: 25"><p>(inb4 dind read geg)</p><p></p><p>I’ll try to keep it as short as possible, and will highlight my core memories most.</p><p></p><p><span style="font-size: 22px">Early childhood</span></p><p></p><p>I was born in Malaysia on an Island called Penang on 29th July of 2003. My father is of Malay and thai descent and my mother is of Malay and southern chinese descent. The earliest memory I’ve had was at just 3 years old, eating pizza and throwing a red ball around while me and my family were in South Korea because my father had work there. I never went to pre-school because I was too afraid as a child to talk to anyone else besides faces I can trust (like my mother) and I would cry a lot if I were around strangers. As a result, I never had much friends until at least halfway through elementary school.</p><p></p><p><span style="font-size: 22px">Early Teenage Years</span></p><p></p><p>At around 10 or 11 years old, I’ve already lived and spent most of my childhood overseas in the USA, my parents and I moved there for a short while for work. Roblox, Minecraft, TF2, and among other things were my toys at the time, as too my friends from school which made me found real actual friends for the first time ever. We talked about FNAF, played roblox together and even skyped each other. Life was very easy for me at the time despite me skipping school often due to boredom and my friends at school made fun of me for being dead or something when I showed up again.</p><p></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-size: 22px">The Dark Age, 12 - 15 years old</span></p><p></p><p>This time is what I consider the dark age of my point of life because I had to move back to Malaysia in late 2016 due to my father’s work visa expiring. Had to leave many good friends and memories of staying in that old townhome in Chicago, I still have dreams and nightmares about being there occasionally. When I moved back here, everything was really foreign to me and I mean everything, from the people, the culture, weather and education system. Throughout most of my middle school years I was bullied for being the odd one out and was seen as a “freak westoid virus” by my classmates and I was so distraught at one point I wanted to kill myself and even cried every night. But I had at least made one friend who had things in common with me, but he was autistic and easily manipulated (by me lol). I also had my first ever panic attack during this timeline.</p><p></p><p><span style="font-size: 22px">The Golden Age, 2019 - 2022, Late Teens</span></p><p></p><p><span style="font-size: 15px">Things got a lot better in this timeframe. I got the help that I needed and had more freedom. This timeframe was also when I had drank alcohol and smoked weed for the first time and really loved it. Also had my first coitus and first girlfriend. This was the time I switched schools from that fucked up national middle school to a local private international one. What really sealed the deal on this being the Golden Age was when I found out about incels and forums. Made my first ever account with the same name on .is while it was still named .co at the time. I met so many interesting people here like Animecel2D, WØLF, Diocel, Arescel, Lolimancer, gooply, Cope_Time, Komesarj, etc. I had so much freedom to do whatever I wanted like replaying a lot of my childhood games like Zelda and growing weed.</span></p><p></p><p><span style="font-size: 22px">The Slop Era, 2023 - present</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 22px"></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 22px">idk man fuck im getting tired of writing this shit bye trooning out or suthin</span></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="GripMaxxing, post: 77517, member: 25"] (inb4 dind read geg) I’ll try to keep it as short as possible, and will highlight my core memories most. [SIZE=6]Early childhood[/SIZE] I was born in Malaysia on an Island called Penang on 29th July of 2003. My father is of Malay and thai descent and my mother is of Malay and southern chinese descent. The earliest memory I’ve had was at just 3 years old, eating pizza and throwing a red ball around while me and my family were in South Korea because my father had work there. I never went to pre-school because I was too afraid as a child to talk to anyone else besides faces I can trust (like my mother) and I would cry a lot if I were around strangers. As a result, I never had much friends until at least halfway through elementary school. [SIZE=6]Early Teenage Years[/SIZE] At around 10 or 11 years old, I’ve already lived and spent most of my childhood overseas in the USA, my parents and I moved there for a short while for work. Roblox, Minecraft, TF2, and among other things were my toys at the time, as too my friends from school which made me found real actual friends for the first time ever. We talked about FNAF, played roblox together and even skyped each other. Life was very easy for me at the time despite me skipping school often due to boredom and my friends at school made fun of me for being dead or something when I showed up again. [SIZE=6]The Dark Age, 12 - 15 years old[/SIZE] This time is what I consider the dark age of my point of life because I had to move back to Malaysia in late 2016 due to my father’s work visa expiring. Had to leave many good friends and memories of staying in that old townhome in Chicago, I still have dreams and nightmares about being there occasionally. When I moved back here, everything was really foreign to me and I mean everything, from the people, the culture, weather and education system. Throughout most of my middle school years I was bullied for being the odd one out and was seen as a “freak westoid virus” by my classmates and I was so distraught at one point I wanted to kill myself and even cried every night. But I had at least made one friend who had things in common with me, but he was autistic and easily manipulated (by me lol). I also had my first ever panic attack during this timeline. [SIZE=6]The Golden Age, 2019 - 2022, Late Teens[/SIZE] [SIZE=4]Things got a lot better in this timeframe. I got the help that I needed and had more freedom. This timeframe was also when I had drank alcohol and smoked weed for the first time and really loved it. Also had my first coitus and first girlfriend. This was the time I switched schools from that fucked up national middle school to a local private international one. What really sealed the deal on this being the Golden Age was when I found out about incels and forums. Made my first ever account with the same name on .is while it was still named .co at the time. I met so many interesting people here like Animecel2D, WØLF, Diocel, Arescel, Lolimancer, gooply, Cope_Time, Komesarj, etc. I had so much freedom to do whatever I wanted like replaying a lot of my childhood games like Zelda and growing weed.[/SIZE] [SIZE=6]The Slop Era, 2023 - present idk man fuck im getting tired of writing this shit bye trooning out or suthin[/SIZE] [/QUOTE]
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