Depression I am currently in China

[クーロ]

This day should've never come. If I wasn't a bitch ass nigga I would've blown my head off with a shotgun long before I came here. Or better yet purposely mess with a plane to make it crash. They had "turbulence" 5 times but it never crashed like I hoped. Now I have to deal with my chud life in a Chinese university dorm until I figure out how to get sodium nitrite (or a gun)

 

[クーロ]

I can buy sodium nitrite for like $4 but I cant ship it to my uni address it'll get flagged. Buying it off shelf means face ID. Fuckkkk

 

[newsincerity]

If you kill yourself you lose I'm warning you
Help is on the way

 

[Queen Belle]

they bring you on the plane in chains? im so confused.

Its worse studying in your country though right?

 

[Apollo]

This day should've never come. If I wasn't a bitch ass nigga I would've blown my head off with a shotgun long before I came here. Or better yet purposely mess with a plane to make it crash. They had "turbulence" 5 times but it never crashed like I hoped. Now I have to deal with my chud life in a Chinese university dorm until I figure out how to get sodium nitrite (or a gun)

If your life is so bad why dont you just do something wild later, roids+bulking+martial arts, just focus on studying and training, study AND work, something like that man, why not, would kill myself only after at least 3 years of pure berserk roiding+martial arts, lucid dreamingmaxxing+self induced coma+writer education and on free time.
Everything is easy on the void, but we all go there someday, so its better to at least try.

 

[newsincerity]

they bring you on the plane in chains? im so confused.

Its worse studying in your country though right?

 

[cosmicx16]

Lifemogs me

 

[GGWP]

I've always loved Chinese culture and some of the architecture is phenomenal. How has it been for you so far?

 

[Loner]

There's a certain forum for this u know..

 

[Archibald]

Don’t kill yourself in China, China is so tuff boi! And something about why you should continue living.

Also, why are you being so particular about how you want to die. If you don’t have a gun, there’s like a gazillion (that was an exaggeration) other ways to commit suicide.

 

[クーロ]

There's a certain forum for this u know..

I'm banned from it due to spam

 

[クーロ]

I've always loved Chinese culture and some of the architecture is phenomenal. How has it been for you so far?

Honestly it's been stressful. My Chinese is horrible and I'm struggling to communicate with staff. This is a bumfuck nowhere town so foreigners are very few and I really need to practice. Should be fine though

 

[LaserGunPewPew]

China is based. Has economic trouble but what nation doesn't these days? It's not perfect but it's not the United States of Isr--I mean America. Lock in and get that education, sir. And work on your Mandarin. I'm learning it myself. Slow going though, given the ADHD.

You got this.

 

[VioletBlast]

Do it fuck

 

[VioletBlast]

livestream it you won’t

 

[VioletBlast]

livestream it you pussy!
We will celebrate it!

 

[Apollo]

China is based. Has economic trouble but what nation doesn't these days? It's not perfect but it's not the United States of Isr--I mean America. Lock in and get that education, sir. And work on your Mandarin. I'm learning it myself. Slow going though, given the ADHD.

You got this.

Dont see why going to china tho, what advantage other than sex turism?

 

[Queen Belle]

Dont see why going to china tho, what advantage other than sex turism?

I know that third wolders goto school in china.
I knew a Nepali guy online that went to school in china