Essay I found the cause of high inhibition

[lunin7]

the cause for high inhib is simple, it’s a result of being able to pinpoint human behavior and predict patterns within people

It’s also a result of negative reinforcement over a long period of time

 

[wsada]

Isolation and negative reinforcement for me

 

[Alurmo]

i want to blow my head off any time someone talks to me in a way like they wanna fight
I only fought once and that memory somehow haunts me to this day
I'm so in my head when it comes to life, I overthink the smallest things and matured earlier than most kids my age
sometimes when I cant even like fathom how someone can not be like me, so careless abt their life, so mindless and clueless
I look back at every time I've done something remotely low inhib then start to cringe, I cant deal with it
it then forces me to become high inhib again and then that creates more overthinking

I cant wait to drugmaxx man, fuck my amygdala, it cursed me

 

[Alurmo]

Isolation and negative reinforcement for me

both for me and low self esteem

 

[wsada]

both for me and low self esteem

I think that all can be fixed im in the process rn

 

[Alurmo]

i really cant wait to drugmaxx man
i just want to destroy my overthinking(amygdala)even if it means I become low IQ

I look at niggas in my hood and they are the total opposites of me
they are confident got BBC are low inhib smoke weed all day and fuck hoes

I don't gaf if they are thugs or tyrones they lifemogg me to oblivion , I'm rotting in my room meanwhile they are reproducing every day

I don't want high IQ anymore I just want to be happy ffs

 

[Alurmo]

I think that all can be fixed im in the process rn

really hopes so tho
my whole life experience is meh rn tbh

these days I write up to 100 post a day on forums
could be better or could be worse, but it easily could be worse tbh

 

[lunin7]

i really cant wait to drugmaxx man
i just want to destroy my overthinking(amygdala)even if it means I become low IQ

I look at niggas in my hood and they are the total opposites of me
they are confident got BBC are low inhib smoke weed all day and fuck hoes

I don't gaf if they are thugs or tyrones they lifemogg me to oblivion , I'm rotting in my room meanwhile they are reproducing every day

I don't want high IQ anymore I just want to be happy ffs

yep bbcs reproduce in my area

in fact some guy who I went to school with is a dad and he’s like 17

 

[Alurmo]

yep bbcs reproduce in my area

in fact some guy who I went to school with is a dad and he’s like 17

i bet hes happier than u even tho he's low IQ
i bet he doesn't gaf abt muh grades bc he knows he can just rappermaxx or work at a nice paying job using his connections

 

[LOOKISM-LOGIC]

yep bbcs reproduce in my area

in fact some guy who I went to school with is a dad and he’s like 17

Fast life strategists.

Live fast die young.

A weight tied to the ankle of society, civilisation tbh

 

[wsada]

really hopes so tho
my whole life experience is meh rn tbh

these days I write up to 100 post a day on forums
could be better or could be worse, but it easily could be worse tbh

Going outside more helps a lot

Spend a lotta time with your friends or family

 

[LOOKISM-LOGIC]

i bet hes happier than u even tho he's low IQ
i bet he doesn't gaf abt muh grades bc he knows he can just rappermaxx or work at a nice paying job using his connections

He is probably more numb and shallow.

I believe that the happiness a low iq bot feels cannot even come close to that the high IQ individual could feel.

Their expression of emotion is different, catch my drift.

 

[Alurmo]

i thought this through a long time ago
when I was younger I knew I was more anxious and more antisocial then most kids, back then I didn't know it was that unnatural bc u see these antisocial characters in movies, tv shows etc and they always get the hot chicks or the grand award or get lucky with some other shit

my life didn't turn out like that at all
I was antisocial I was anxious I was scared and all I got was violence and hate towards me for how I act and how I look

I know normies know I force my NT-ness and I know that they sense the basement personality I have

 

[Alurmo]

Going outside more helps a lot

Spend a lotta time with your friends or family

i live in a ghetto area dude

what would I gain from going outside I'm not a kid, they would expect me to be low inhib and super NT
if I'm not that they are gonna bully me for it, and just like that my self esteem is ruined for the month

 

[wsada]

i live in a ghetto area dude

what would I gain from going outside I'm not a kid, they would expect me to be low inhib and super NT
if I'm not that they are gonna bully me for it, and just like that my self esteem is ruined for the month

Part of the process tbh that's how I started

How old r u? U in school? That's also a way

 

[lunin7]

i thought this through a long time ago
when I was younger I knew I was more anxious and more antisocial then most kids, back then I didn't know it was that unnatural bc u see these antisocial characters in movies, tv shows etc and they always get the hot chicks or the grand award or get lucky with some other shit

my life didn't turn out like that at all
I was antisocial I was anxious I was scared and all I got was violence and hate towards me for how I act and how I look

I know normies know I force my NT-ness and I know that they sense the basement personality I have

Same I’ve lived through it

Idk why I was so fucking weak but i
Blame my mom partially for it

 

[Alurmo]

Same I’ve lived through it

Idk why I was so fucking weak but i
Blame my mom partially for it

i blame my grandma for most of it tbh
she kept reinforcing the idea that I was shy to other people, my dad even opposed it, I just knew with every new person I meet my grandma would just say that I'm shy then I wouldn't have to do the talking, it was fun until I started subconsciously telling myself I'm shy so I avoid other kids

 

[wsada]

i blame my grandma for most of it tbh
she kept reinforcing the idea that I was shy to other people, my dad even opposed it, I just knew with every new person I meet my grandma would just say that I'm shy then I wouldn't have to do the talking, it was fun until I started subconsciously telling myself I'm shy so I avoid other kids

Literally me then they would talk down about me

 

[burn]

bc u see these antisocial characters in movies, tv shows etc and they always get the hot chicks or the grand award or get lucky with some other shit

That used to give me hope as a kid jfl took me long enough to realise that the evil wins in the end irl

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Yuh yuh

 

[Enju]

 

[Majestic]

i really cant wait to drugmaxx man
i just want to destroy my overthinking(amygdala)even if it means I become low IQ

I look at niggas in my hood and they are the total opposites of me
they are confident got BBC are low inhib smoke weed all day and fuck hoes

I don't gaf if they are thugs or tyrones they lifemogg me to oblivion , I'm rotting in my room meanwhile they are reproducing every day

I don't want high IQ anymore I just want to be happy ffs

Even ur name is after a drug right lol?

 

[Majestic]

That used to give me hope as a kid jfl took me long enough to realise that the evil wins in the end irl

It doesnt

 

[burn]

It doesnt