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<blockquote data-quote="Sovereign" data-source="post: 69855" data-attributes="member: 10">When your alone, but have a family; the pain is unbearable, because they have these demands or expectations of you even though you don&#039;t want to or have to actually perform. The sorrow of it all its that its people who claim closeness but are so far &amp; or divorced from you that you might as well call them strangers.My aunt calls me green and I feel that at many times belittles me for how much I don&#039;t know or understand, she thinks that if you weren&#039;t beaten or molested like she was raising a kid at thirteen in an abandoned house then your problems mean nothing. In truth, I feel that very soon I will have two choices, being terribly alone with no one, no family, no contact to discover or have to be around a dysfunctional family that will never figure out how to heal or apologize for their wrongs. Its a sorry fate for those born into such a tragedy.If your alone and hate it, just compare that with the circumstances of having a family, being who you are now, ask yourself would you really be any different? Whether you dated, have family members? If being by yourself has taught you anything about yourself what has that been? </blockquote>

[QUOTE="Sovereign, post: 69855, member: 10"] [SIZE=7]When your alone, but have a family; the pain is unbearable, because they have these demands or expectations of you even though you don't want to or have to actually perform. The sorrow of it all its that its people who claim closeness but are so far & or divorced from you that you might as well call them strangers. My aunt calls me green and I feel that at many times belittles me for how much I don't know or understand, she thinks that if you weren't beaten or molested like she was raising a kid at thirteen in an abandoned house then your problems mean nothing. In truth, I feel that very soon I will have two choices, being terribly alone with no one, no family, no contact to discover or have to be around a dysfunctional family that will never figure out how to heal or apologize for their wrongs. Its a sorry fate for those born into such a tragedy. If your alone and hate it, just compare that with the circumstances of having a family, being who you are now, ask yourself would you really be any different? Whether you dated, have family members? If being by yourself has taught you anything about yourself what has that been? [/SIZE] [/QUOTE]

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