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When I first started slaying regularly I was working a part time minimum wage job and I was tight with money because I felt I had to save and invest half of my weekly income if I ever wanted to make progress in life
I had 2 good outfits for nights out and wore primark rags the rest of the time and had pasta as a daily staple in my diet because it was cheap
I slayed while being close to broke with minimal income while sleeping on a mattress on the floor and being in scarcity mode
The lockdowns happen and I can no longer go out to slay and I begin working fulltime and saving solid amounts of money, I then stop working to get covid welfare which was better than part time wage and I now have all the free time in the world to rot
I begin treating myself to nice things for the first time in my life during this period
I fail to slay during a year of getting free money and having endless free time to try meet foids from dating apps
When my biggest concern in life because trying to find a foid to slay and not simply survival, slaying became impossible for me
I then ascend with surgery and start going out again and have plenty of money to splash on trips and nights out and my results with foids were complete shit
Again, trying to get foids was my biggest concern in life and I fail to slay any
In the past few months my savings began running out so my concern switched from lack of slays to wondering how I am going to keep paying rent in a few months time
I start becoming tight with money again and switch back to the pasta diet
I start going out again and caring about how much I spend and suddenly I get 4 slays in 3 months having been incel for 16 months before that
I also notice that when I first became obsessed with gymcelling, my slaying results got worse than they were a few months prior when I'd go out not expecting anything and just went with the flow, once I built expectations that my results should increase, they got worse
Once I fully adapted to levelling up to a new bassline and expected nothing, results improved
The same happened with surgery, in the aftermath my results with foids were abysmal as I was expecting an improvement
After I adapted to new bassline and stopped caring (and my focus then switched to how I'm gonna pay rent) I actually started getting a few slays once I no longer mentally associated ascension with better slaying odds
I had 2 good outfits for nights out and wore primark rags the rest of the time and had pasta as a daily staple in my diet because it was cheap
I slayed while being close to broke with minimal income while sleeping on a mattress on the floor and being in scarcity mode
The lockdowns happen and I can no longer go out to slay and I begin working fulltime and saving solid amounts of money, I then stop working to get covid welfare which was better than part time wage and I now have all the free time in the world to rot
I begin treating myself to nice things for the first time in my life during this period
I fail to slay during a year of getting free money and having endless free time to try meet foids from dating apps
When my biggest concern in life because trying to find a foid to slay and not simply survival, slaying became impossible for me
I then ascend with surgery and start going out again and have plenty of money to splash on trips and nights out and my results with foids were complete shit
Again, trying to get foids was my biggest concern in life and I fail to slay any
In the past few months my savings began running out so my concern switched from lack of slays to wondering how I am going to keep paying rent in a few months time
I start becoming tight with money again and switch back to the pasta diet
I start going out again and caring about how much I spend and suddenly I get 4 slays in 3 months having been incel for 16 months before that
I also notice that when I first became obsessed with gymcelling, my slaying results got worse than they were a few months prior when I'd go out not expecting anything and just went with the flow, once I built expectations that my results should increase, they got worse
Once I fully adapted to levelling up to a new bassline and expected nothing, results improved
The same happened with surgery, in the aftermath my results with foids were abysmal as I was expecting an improvement
After I adapted to new bassline and stopped caring (and my focus then switched to how I'm gonna pay rent) I actually started getting a few slays once I no longer mentally associated ascension with better slaying odds
