Personal Experience I lost three years of my life because I was egocentric.

[—2J—]

Three years ago a simple and easy to deal chronic illness started for me: rhinitis. If I had taken ownership of my life I would have avoided a lot of ugly shit that happened. Basically, I was on the border of becoming schizophrenic because of the chronic sleep deprivation I developed due to not being able to breathe well in my sleep. I thought that my suffering was more important than other people suffering, and so I was desperate for things such as "the meaning of life". Unnecessary. Life was being, and I was not being. Grave mistake.

Please, guys. I know this world can be ruthless sometimes due to the conditions we have been given, but just realize that when the inevitable pain appears you don't have to do something. Just let it be. Let it be, and search for help. It can be people you know, or people here in these kinds of forums.

Just know that you are not alone, for you have yourself.

 

[—2J—]

The Blackpill contributed to making my pain worse @Plukee :): . I was always comparing myself to other people. Just become I did not want to accept that life is. Things just are. There is no beautiful. There is no ugly. These mental constructs arise from our minds. The craving to attach something to something based on pain avoidance and pleasure chasing.

Yeah guys, the world is this and that. People are this and that. And? You are you, you save yourself. Nobody will save you.

In fact, it's up to you to ask for help.

You are on your own, brother.

That is your strength.

 

[Plukee :):]

Very similar to my story. Glad we made it out