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Lmao 
, there is clearly a lot of resentment towards my past. I haven't let it go yet. I already thrashed the rope I used to kill myself and my medical history. I don't need nobody to believe what I went through, so I would say that's a lot of progress. I still hold on to anger though, I would have liked it if someone in the past would have told me "Ey! I understand what that which you're going through feels like", maybe I just neededthe validation of my suffering I always gave other people.
One of my mottos is "Never a master, always a student", but it seems I forgot about it here because—in my opinion—it is very hard for a thing to be completely something, or to be completely fulfilled. I'm leaving the point of the convo here, but I think what happens is that when we say that something is finished, we are basically saying that that something does not changue its state anymore. It has become permanent. That's what "fully healing your trauma" implies, a permanent healing! Not a temporary one you believe you just had because you cried and vented a lot.
Brutal. Will the wounds of the past ever go away? If I ever discover the method, I'm sure I will share it here. For now, I'll keep focusing on growing psychologically and spiritually.
, there is clearly a lot of resentment towards my past. I haven't let it go yet. I already thrashed the rope I used to kill myself and my medical history. I don't need nobody to believe what I went through, so I would say that's a lot of progress. I still hold on to anger though, I would have liked it if someone in the past would have told me "Ey! I understand what that which you're going through feels like", maybe I just neededthe validation of my suffering I always gave other people. One of my mottos is "Never a master, always a student", but it seems I forgot about it here because—in my opinion—it is very hard for a thing to be completely something, or to be completely fulfilled. I'm leaving the point of the convo here, but I think what happens is that when we say that something is finished, we are basically saying that that something does not changue its state anymore. It has become permanent. That's what "fully healing your trauma" implies, a permanent healing! Not a temporary one you believe you just had because you cried and vented a lot.
Brutal
. Will the wounds of the past ever go away? If I ever discover the method, I'm sure I will share it here. For now, I'll keep focusing on growing psychologically and spiritually.
