I wish things would have been different...

[Mentally Lost Cel]

I wish I wasn't so angry towards my family , and that they treated me good and didnt abused and neglected me , humiliated me ...

I wanted to love them , and I think I do deep down, but sometimes I see red and go insane , I wish I wasn't doing that

 

[Mentally Lost Cel]

I feel bad about what I've done


But I doubt any of my abusers ever felt bad...

 

[Mentally Lost Cel]

Fuck em

 

[Mentally Lost Cel]

Fucking stupid cucked post i made , fuck them , I will beat them more if I could and make them suffer to the maximum degree