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<blockquote data-quote="Asgard" data-source="post: 59047" data-attributes="member: 342">I might kill myself soon via hanging but I don&#039;t know what to do anymore because I&#039;m going to end up homeless, I don&#039;t know anyone and I&#039;m uneducated + no savings (never had a job) and on top of that, I&#039;m within the autism spectrum. People close to you (if any) will tell you that only coward people do that but if you were in that position, how would you avoid the inevitable stage of grief and very certainly, a lifetime of loneliness (which will lead to rapid cognitive decline)? I don&#039;t talk to anyone besides my mom and yes, I&#039;ve been always talking to myself since late childhood so at least the language processing part of my brain hasn&#039;t atrophied yet.I guess roping is the only solution but most methods are often painful and I don&#039;t want a bunch of strangers gathering my remains bit by bit on the train tracks while placing them on garbage bags like in those graphic videos... maybe I&#039;ll just build a rocket and throw myself to the highest layers of the atmosphere.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Asgard, post: 59047, member: 342"] I might kill myself soon via hanging but I don't know what to do anymore because I'm going to end up homeless, I don't know anyone and I'm uneducated + no savings (never had a job) and on top of that, I'm within the autism spectrum. People close to you (if any) will tell you that only coward people do that but if you were in that position, how would you avoid the inevitable stage of grief and very certainly, a lifetime of loneliness (which will lead to rapid cognitive decline)? I don't talk to anyone besides my mom and yes, I've been always talking to myself since late childhood so at least the language processing part of my brain hasn't atrophied yet. I guess roping is the only solution but most methods are often painful and I don't want a bunch of strangers gathering my remains bit by bit on the train tracks while placing them on garbage bags like in those graphic videos... maybe I'll just build a rocket and throw myself to the highest layers of the atmosphere. [/QUOTE]

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