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<blockquote data-quote="Asgard" data-source="post: 59051" data-attributes="member: 342"><p>I don&#039;t need money for anything really besides maybe food. I&#039;ve pretty much seen everything when it comes to this whole existence thing. Maybe I just want to relive the loop (and experience the very few good memories (family and pets I recovered from the strert mostly) for the billionth time), but that would also mean I&#039;ll keep killing myself over and over again, so... honestly, I am just frozen like a deer stuck in headlights. I guess once I run out of food and the utilities like water supply and electricity go out, my &#039;lizard&quot; instincts will simply take over and I might end up shoplifting or going to the nearest food bank. If other autistic or normal people in here have gone through bouts of homelessness, maybe I&#039;ll figure things out myself but honestly, why even remain &#039;alive&#039; in the first place? I am just keeping this body alive for nothing essentially. This planet might as well spin for yet another thousands of years until this solar system inevitably hits the wall, so... maybe I SHOULDN&#039;T wait until 2029 because you haven&#039;t taken into account the mental and overall health consequences of multi-year loneliness and self-neglect (again, brain atrophy over the next decades).</p></blockquote><p></p>

[QUOTE="Asgard, post: 59051, member: 342"] I don't need money for anything really besides maybe food. I've pretty much seen everything when it comes to this whole existence thing. Maybe I just want to relive the loop (and experience the very few good memories (family and pets I recovered from the strert mostly) for the billionth time), but that would also mean I'll keep killing myself over and over again, so... honestly, I am just frozen like a deer stuck in headlights. I guess once I run out of food and the utilities like water supply and electricity go out, my 'lizard" instincts will simply take over and I might end up shoplifting or going to the nearest food bank. If other autistic or normal people in here have gone through bouts of homelessness, maybe I'll figure things out myself but honestly, why even remain 'alive' in the first place? I am just keeping this body alive for nothing essentially. This planet might as well spin for yet another thousands of years until this solar system inevitably hits the wall, so... maybe I SHOULDN'T wait until 2029 because you haven't taken into account the mental and overall health consequences of multi-year loneliness and self-neglect (again, brain atrophy over the next decades). [/QUOTE]

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