Success I'm slowly quitting hentai

[SidharthTheSlayer]

I am tired of relying on hentai as a sexual outlet. I turned to it because I felt disgusted at live action pornography, but in time the shame became just as hard to bear.

Years of hentai consumption have given me unsavory fetishes and I feel so un-aesthetic consuming such content.

I'll never be able to go back and fully reverse its effects on my brain, but at least I can become more dignified and pure. In this way, writing erotica has helped me to distance myself from hentai and intellectualize the processes a bit more. I feel a bit cleaner now... it's progress.

 

[ZZebra786]

Good for you, I would suggest getting porn blocker just in case. there are apps you can download for it or if your on your pc you can get Extinctions

 

[SidharthTheSlayer]

Good for you, I would suggest getting porn blocker just in case. there are apps you can download for it or if your on your pc you can get Extinctions

There's no point to be honest... it'd make it feel less like self-mastery

 

[ZZebra786]

. it'd make it feel less like self-mastery

how so?

 

[SidharthTheSlayer]

how so?

I am trying to transcend desires to view content like these inherently, within myself. Placing some kind of external force between it and myself defeats the purpose, and forms of porn are everywhere anyway even without you blocking it. This is more about willpower and overcoming the self and not about ending an addiction that consumes my life, because my usage is on the lower side, a couple times a week.

 

[Kevin_Logan]

I like reading hentai for the plot

 

[Bitter]

I used to watch hentai because I liked the drawing style, but I generally don't masturbate to it.

 

[UglyBastard]

What am I supposed to consume then? Without hentai, anime, games and films, what's left for a loser in his thirties? I have literally zero friends apart from my dad, I can't go out with other people, meet new people, etc. It's too late for me.
Pornography, anime and manga is what keeps me from committing seppuku. I can't simply quit it.

 

[Myst]

Pornographic content is one of the worst epidemics to hit this world. If you want to destroy a society, destroy it's youth through fornication and vices (i.e immorality).

 

[SidharthTheSlayer]

What am I supposed to consume then? Without hentai, anime, games and films, what's left for a loser in his thirties? I have literally zero friends apart from my dad, I can't go out with other people, meet new people, etc. It's too late for me.
Pornography, anime and manga is what keeps me from committing seppuku. I can't simply quit it.

You don't have to look at porn in order to get some release. It's better to mostly use your imagination, it's stronger than porn.