Whenever I have a really bad depressive episode/breakdown, my heart feels like it's about to burst out of sheer loneliness and misery. Even when I have people surrounding me, I still feel completely and utterly alone, like I'm an imposter and alien among society which sucks.
Whenever I have a really bad depressive episode/breakdown, my heart feels like it's about to burst out of sheer loneliness and misery. Even when I have people surrounding me, I still feel completely and utterly alone, like I'm an imposter and alien among society which sucks.
Most of the time I'm in public I feel like I am some freak or something I know that I do not fit in and I think that the strangers around me are able to pick up on this.
Most of the time I'm in public I feel like I am some freak or something I know that I do not fit in and I think that the strangers around me are able to pick up on this.
Besides going to uni, I seldom leave my house except for groceries and throwing out the garbage and as a result, my skin is a pale unhealthy greenish light brown or white tone.
Besides going to uni, I seldom leave my house except for groceries and throwing out the garbage and as a result, my skin is a pale unhealthy greenish light brown or white tone.