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<blockquote data-quote="PiratePlayground" data-source="post: 74138" data-attributes="member: 582">Ex alcoholic and stoner here :( I started both because just felt good and made things more fun Eventually it turned into a cope for when i was bored at best, and going through things at the worstI stopped smoking, psychs, and drinking mainly for the sake of my pookie. They have had family essentially drink themselves to death and have see the effects of substance abuse by others, so it broke their heart to watch me do the sameI wish I could say it was for a more self empowering reason like knowing I didn&#039;t need an external cope to get through stuff, or even an objective reason like saving money or passing drug tests for better employment.Honestly I stopped for the sake of love :b I&#039;m not the type to do things in moderation, especially since I can&#039;t drink beer so I only drank liquor. I grew up in a very liberal state where weed and mushrooms are cheap, and mysterious psychedelic candy/chocolate is sold at every other gas station. So once I started it was easy to &quot;keep the party going&quot; It was fun and all, but looking back it&#039;s very pathetic. And I wonder how many opportunities I missed or was denied because of it</blockquote>

[QUOTE="PiratePlayground, post: 74138, member: 582"] Ex alcoholic and stoner here :( I started both because just felt good and made things more fun Eventually it turned into a cope for when i was bored at best, and going through things at the worst I stopped smoking, psychs, and drinking mainly for the sake of my pookie. They have had family essentially drink themselves to death and have see the effects of substance abuse by others, so it broke their heart to watch me do the same I wish I could say it was for a more self empowering reason like knowing I didn't need an external cope to get through stuff, or even an objective reason like saving money or passing drug tests for better employment. Honestly I stopped for the sake of love :b I'm not the type to do things in moderation, especially since I can't drink beer so I only drank liquor. I grew up in a very liberal state where weed and mushrooms are cheap, and mysterious psychedelic candy/chocolate is sold at every other gas station. So once I started it was easy to "keep the party going" It was fun and all, but looking back it's very pathetic. And I wonder how many opportunities I missed or was denied because of it [/QUOTE]

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