Depression Life has no purpose right now

[Mathiverse]

It's the same shit everyday, eat sleep and wageslave that's my life right now

I hoped for so many things but the more i grow the more i feel like doing nothing, i become more demotivated to do anything, i have no energy left to enjoy something, even the forum rotting cope doesn't work since most of the forum i am in are dead.

I hate whenever this cycle of life happens and try my absolute best to get out of it but day by day it's become harder to pass by....

 

[Hobbit]

I know it's probably meaningless but given that Elysian Fields is a whitepill forum, I think you should know that life is what you make of it. If you work a dead-end job now, you can always find another job that's more satisfying or you can try and study to find a higher-paying job in field you like.
Speaking from my point of view, I think the only job I can see myself enjoying is being a veterinarian or a writer (which I'm currently doing as a side-hustle to accompany my NEETdom). I wanted to be a police officer when I was in high school till my schizoaffective diagnosis which made it ultimately impossible. I was even top of my class in Legal Studies. Once I realised being a police officer wasn't going to happen, I decided to settle on another occupation.
While I currently don't work, I know if I get my girlfriend pregnant or knock up another broad if my partner and I split up, I'm going to HAVE to find a job and you bet your damn arse it's going to be something I enjoy and something simple - like a nightguard or a veterinarian (if I have the qualifications at the time).
I'm sorry you're going through a hard time. Remember - you can always hit me up on Discord or talk in the Discord server. I'd get back to you when I'm next online.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Look for a problem in your life that you want to fix
I doubt your a perfect human being

 

[Myst]

It's the same shit everyday, eat sleep and wageslave that's my life right now

I hoped for so many things but the more i grow the more i feel like doing nothing, i become more demotivated to do anything, i have no energy left to enjoy something, even the forum rotting cope doesn't work since most of the forum i am in are dead.

I hate whenever this cycle of life happens and try my absolute best to get out of it but day by day it's become harder to pass by....

Every single day is the same, eat, sleep, slave away at uni (or work in your case), repeat. I don't enjoy anything, I'm constantly looking for something to do which is what I spend my free time doing besides working out. I feel like I'm going through a metamorphosis of sorts and at the same time, I feel like I'm damned to this infuriatingly heart-wrenching and miserable cycle of trying to fix my life, fail and go back to rotting, rinse and repeat.

 

[Myst]

Every single day is the same, eat, sleep, slave away at uni (or work in your case), repeat. I don't enjoy anything, I'm constantly looking for something to do which is what I spend my free time doing besides working out. I feel like I'm going through a metamorphosis of sorts and at the same time, I feel like I'm damned to this infuriatingly heart-wrenching and miserable cycle of trying to fix my life, fail and go back to rotting, rinse and repeat.

At times, I don't know what I'm feeling and if I had to describe all my thoughts, emotions and feelings I would describe it as an inexplicable, incomprehensible lovecraftian monster/entity that I cannot even begin to tackle.

 

[Tabula Rasa]

Every single day is the same, eat, sleep, slave away at uni (or work in your case), repeat. I don't enjoy anything, I'm constantly looking for something to do which is what I spend my free time doing besides working out. I feel like I'm going through a metamorphosis of sorts and at the same time, I feel like I'm damned to this infuriatingly heart-wrenching and miserable cycle of trying to fix my life, fail and go back to rotting, rinse and repeat.

Society coerces and conditions you into doing repetitive things for years at a time. It's utterly soul sucking.

 

[burn]

No reason to live for nowadays ngl just waiting for the copes to end

 

[LOOKISM-LOGIC]

A satisfying life is just the organised hygienic arrangement of the mess and nonsense.