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my endocrinic system is weak and constantly under pressure, that economy of secretions awkwardly bottoms out, small changes produce later some unremitting dysregulation, all too disgusting. i change out caffeine for vitamin tablets, forget them one day, down redbulls to get my aortic pump, stomach bland goystuff, have cigarettes before instead of after, anything revolving around the runnels of faggots in leopardskins or peajackets to ruin my week. don't even get me started on the other faggots wearing paratrooper pants, going to the gym or rock-climbing, the prosocial regulators, raving and drinking cruisers and seeking sex as a balancing mechanism, even the ebonic hoodrats fucking snow and jungle bunnies are more centered than i am... my entire routine is just that fucked, euros in valenki hunting for caribou in winter never needed this much to live. too many dependencies, fucking hecatomb -- weak and maladjusted, genetically bankrupt. imagine being unable to function because you can't get your pharma hit for the day. brutal. "just live a quiet life on a farm wearing panama or countrywear bro, go kacynszki and logcabin up" or some other weaseling failure to assess just how retarded i am. does it ever change, you fucking sniveling inurbane whore?