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<blockquote data-quote="slingybingy" data-source="post: 35170" data-attributes="member: 293"><p>This is my first post here but fuck it saw a depression tag.</p><p>Over the last few months I haven't had the motivation to do anything. Over the last few weeks Ive been having some suicidal thoughts. 2 nights ago I had a full mental breakdown for 4 hours straight from feeling so alone and empty in life. I cant even find the motivation or want to do anything I would normally enjoy like playing video games or watching anime. Ive gathered a bit of a obsession to hatsune miku recently and shes part of the reason why I even still have some sort of happiness. Every time i feel a little down I go to youtube or Instagram to watch her do funny or cute things and it makes me happier. I dont know how i managed to get attached like this but I think its a combination of feeling really fucking lonely and nothing else keeps me happy like it. My mental state is so fucked up but I have a psychiatrist visit in about a week so im hoping that helps. Any words of advice apprecated</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="slingybingy, post: 35170, member: 293"] This is my first post here but fuck it saw a depression tag. Over the last few months I haven't had the motivation to do anything. Over the last few weeks Ive been having some suicidal thoughts. 2 nights ago I had a full mental breakdown for 4 hours straight from feeling so alone and empty in life. I cant even find the motivation or want to do anything I would normally enjoy like playing video games or watching anime. Ive gathered a bit of a obsession to hatsune miku recently and shes part of the reason why I even still have some sort of happiness. Every time i feel a little down I go to youtube or Instagram to watch her do funny or cute things and it makes me happier. I dont know how i managed to get attached like this but I think its a combination of feeling really fucking lonely and nothing else keeps me happy like it. My mental state is so fucked up but I have a psychiatrist visit in about a week so im hoping that helps. Any words of advice apprecated [/QUOTE]
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