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<blockquote data-quote="Memento Mori" data-source="post: 35192" data-attributes="member: 1">Health issues really suck, they make the experience of living more shitty than what it already is. I hope you manage to get your surgery done in the end.I&#039;ve had similar experiences and feelings of loneliness. It&#039;s been close to a decade since I&#039;ve had anyone who I could really call a &#039;friend&#039;, but to be honest, I&#039;ve been living a lonely life from the beginning. I was born an only child and had a very isolated childhood. I remember even from a young age I was cognisant about death and wondering why I was even born in the first place. In secondary schooling, I was a social outcast, people were hostile towards me and nobody wanted anything to do with me. I had a similar emotional experience, everyday I felt like wanting to kill myself and cried in my bed at night.This happened for years on end, and my situation didn&#039;t really change. I got so used to it that I eventually became numb to the pain, I basically became like a zombie.I think with depression and bad life circumstances, people become acclimatized and adapt to what they&#039;re going through. It&#039;s kind of similar to the concept of the hedonic treadmill, people with fortunate circumstances who become dissatisfied with their already well-off state of life. It also happens downwardly on a lower vertical.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Memento Mori, post: 35192, member: 1"] Health issues really suck, they make the experience of living more shitty than what it already is. I hope you manage to get your surgery done in the end. I've had similar experiences and feelings of loneliness. It's been close to a decade since I've had anyone who I could really call a 'friend', but to be honest, I've been living a lonely life from the beginning. I was born an only child and had a very isolated childhood. I remember even from a young age I was cognisant about death and wondering why I was even born in the first place. In secondary schooling, I was a social outcast, people were hostile towards me and nobody wanted anything to do with me. I had a similar emotional experience, everyday I felt like wanting to kill myself and cried in my bed at night. This happened for years on end, and my situation didn't really change. I got so used to it that I eventually became numb to the pain, I basically became like a zombie. I think with depression and bad life circumstances, people become acclimatized and adapt to what they're going through. It's kind of similar to the concept of the hedonic treadmill, people with fortunate circumstances who become dissatisfied with their already well-off state of life. It also happens downwardly on a lower vertical. [/QUOTE]

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