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When I was the age range where many young incels begin their narrative, I was not pleased by love ideology and I seen it as a foreign grift that lies to my soul.
I did not take long before I did my first steps in the blackpill school of abjuration. I began to investigate this maze, and I found out why I was surrounded by "love mythology". Its easy, really, I checked beliefs of the 60s, I realized the church normalized "love marriage" as a counter to the growing "sexual revolution" that shaken the world of norms and everyday order in the 70 raging until the 80s.
Most historians would tell you, the end of the sexual revolution coincides with the mythology of AIDS and STDs. But I did not believe it, and independently marked the end at 2010.
It may be, that my early ideas were motivated by the culture I was living in, a period of transition, of contradictions, and of rapidly changing norms. I lived the rise of social media, the rise of "dating ideology" and the conflict of sexual morality. These years were battles of ideologies, raging feminists presented theories that were later absorbed by PUA community and rebranded into "redpill". Thru this chaos I found a line to follow, and eventually I achieved clarity.
To solve the love narrative I took years, but eventually I did it. That early teenager research brought me in various places, and I also considered how Chyna discovered "love" it happened in the 1920, again due to a foreign set of ideas that lies to the soul of the chinese people, just like they lied to me in the west.
A thing to know, my country is italy. My country has been built by literate elites, the mythmakers artificers of reality that can conjure a national mythology casting spells that warp truth and bend space to their will. Having knowledge of myth-building risorgimento social tech also helped me untangle the "love" spell, proving early my talent in abjuration.
I erupted in displays of cringe SJW-ism when I was younger, but despite my early flaws I proved 1 truth: that action is superior than theory, that daring to step in the carnage of normies is better than remain passive. Even having done mistakes, I was able to at least affirm my truth against the swarms of normies imposing "love" above me.
And in the end, though I had to be defeated many times, I even emerged victorious more than once, proving TO ME, that I was right all along, that love is inferior. Why is relevant I proved it "to me", to myself and not to others? Because I wasnt trying to "win an argument", that I already did. I had a demon to slay!
I could rightfully say: "I am above these great narratives of the normies"
Probably, what also helped me was my early incel community. For example I remember tinto brass nephew and the lessons he passed on me.
If you dont know who is tinto brass, he was a porn movie director. But he did not just "do porn", he invented a new sense of eros. This is what sets him apart from the rest. Having had such brilliant mentors probably made me realize the truth earlier than others. Why is relevant? Becase he showed me I can be a mythmaker too. I am not forced to live as a "holographic" projection on the mind of the mini-demiurge, I have a far greater power.
I did not take long before I did my first steps in the blackpill school of abjuration. I began to investigate this maze, and I found out why I was surrounded by "love mythology". Its easy, really, I checked beliefs of the 60s, I realized the church normalized "love marriage" as a counter to the growing "sexual revolution" that shaken the world of norms and everyday order in the 70 raging until the 80s.
Most historians would tell you, the end of the sexual revolution coincides with the mythology of AIDS and STDs. But I did not believe it, and independently marked the end at 2010.
It may be, that my early ideas were motivated by the culture I was living in, a period of transition, of contradictions, and of rapidly changing norms. I lived the rise of social media, the rise of "dating ideology" and the conflict of sexual morality. These years were battles of ideologies, raging feminists presented theories that were later absorbed by PUA community and rebranded into "redpill". Thru this chaos I found a line to follow, and eventually I achieved clarity.
To solve the love narrative I took years, but eventually I did it. That early teenager research brought me in various places, and I also considered how Chyna discovered "love" it happened in the 1920, again due to a foreign set of ideas that lies to the soul of the chinese people, just like they lied to me in the west.
A thing to know, my country is italy. My country has been built by literate elites, the mythmakers artificers of reality that can conjure a national mythology casting spells that warp truth and bend space to their will. Having knowledge of myth-building risorgimento social tech also helped me untangle the "love" spell, proving early my talent in abjuration.
I erupted in displays of cringe SJW-ism when I was younger, but despite my early flaws I proved 1 truth: that action is superior than theory, that daring to step in the carnage of normies is better than remain passive. Even having done mistakes, I was able to at least affirm my truth against the swarms of normies imposing "love" above me.
And in the end, though I had to be defeated many times, I even emerged victorious more than once, proving TO ME, that I was right all along, that love is inferior. Why is relevant I proved it "to me", to myself and not to others? Because I wasnt trying to "win an argument", that I already did. I had a demon to slay!
I could rightfully say: "I am above these great narratives of the normies"
Probably, what also helped me was my early incel community. For example I remember tinto brass nephew and the lessons he passed on me.
If you dont know who is tinto brass, he was a porn movie director. But he did not just "do porn", he invented a new sense of eros. This is what sets him apart from the rest. Having had such brilliant mentors probably made me realize the truth earlier than others. Why is relevant? Becase he showed me I can be a mythmaker too. I am not forced to live as a "holographic" projection on the mind of the mini-demiurge, I have a far greater power.
