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One should be very careful of hating others and the like. Wouldn't it be that one ends up hating one self? How would that be possible? If you ask me, I think it has to do with something around us, people who have experienced a lot of pain having a big "shadow" side to our psychology that we might be unconsciously projecting onto others just because we are attached to the identity of "I would never do as they do", but who knows... Maybe we would do like them if the causes and conditions were there for us to do like them, them, them, them...
I remember this thing that happened to me when I was psychotic. I have a friend that likes Griffith, the character from Berserk. If you don't know who Griffith is, he's a man that sacrifices everyone for his dream. Curiously enough, when I was psychotic, there was this hallucination where I saw the word
Appear and the face of my friend below this word. I obviously got very scared and started crying mind you. I cried like a baby, you know... Psychotic things, but the thing is that this wasn't about him, it was about me, I am the traitor I was accusing him to be. There is a very big shadow side in regards to relationships I analyzed; I have never felt really connected towards anybody. Even though I feel empathy, I don't feel really connected towards a anybody wether it be friends or family.
This sounds funny, but I realized that if you were the Devil and you offered me the capacity of achieving my dream just with the condition that I would have to give their souls... I would do it. This is something I'm trying to work on, the reason of this heavy disconnection.
This my dear lector... This was a psychological projection of the highest class. Wouldn't it be that you are not really judging him but you? Wouldn't it be that there is only you alone? We don't know, but the unconscious world of projections and archetypes is something to really pay attention to.
Jayjay,
Regards.
I remember this thing that happened to me when I was psychotic. I have a friend that likes Griffith, the character from Berserk. If you don't know who Griffith is, he's a man that sacrifices everyone for his dream. Curiously enough, when I was psychotic, there was this hallucination where I saw the word
Appear and the face of my friend below this word. I obviously got very scared and started crying mind you. I cried like a baby, you know... Psychotic things, but the thing is that this wasn't about him, it was about me, I am the traitor I was accusing him to be. There is a very big shadow side in regards to relationships I analyzed; I have never felt really connected towards anybody. Even though I feel empathy, I don't feel really connected towards a anybody wether it be friends or family.
This sounds funny, but I realized that if you were the Devil and you offered me the capacity of achieving my dream just with the condition that I would have to give their souls... I would do it. This is something I'm trying to work on, the reason of this heavy disconnection.
This my dear lector... This was a psychological projection of the highest class. Wouldn't it be that you are not really judging him but you? Wouldn't it be that there is only you alone? We don't know, but the unconscious world of projections and archetypes is something to really pay attention to.
Jayjay,
Regards.
