Help Please Help Me

[Ultimate Subhuman]

A few days ago my mothers car was broken into. He stole a gift for my sister. There has a been alot of car-breakins in our neighborhood as of late.
2 Doors leading inside of our home were left unlocked. Both being my fault.
I fear we will gain courage from his successful robberies (& especially mine) and re-attempt or go as far to attempt home invasion.
I've been tormented with unforgettable vivid dreams of members of my family being stabbed to death, cut open, shot, etc. and I hear them from my bedroom.
I want nothing more than to kill this person. I hate this so much this is torture. Ive been staying up at night watching the vehicles, hoping he would come so I could stab him to death.
I've tried to be as true to my faith as possible, but I just can't let go until this is over. I can't sit and pray, I can't sleep.
(Posted on .org aswell.)

 

[Mathiverse]

@𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑 yo teach this guy some blackmagic

 

[𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑]

@𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑 yo teach this guy some blackmagic

He's not open minded enough to use it

 

[𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑]

true to my faith

The fuck do you mean true to your fath? You've been "Christian" for like 2 months.

You converted to Christianity because some redpill roid head try hard douchebag on YouTube to you to do it. You're an NPC

And you don't know shit because you're a teenager

 

[chudlite]

The fuck do you mean true to your fath? You've been "Christian" for like 2 months.

You converted to Christianity because some redpill roid head try hard douchebag on YouTube to you to do it. You're an NPC

And you don't know shit because you're a teenager

are you a satanist

 

[𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑]

are you a satanist

I'm extremely eclectic. I take what I like from a spiritual tradition and leave the rest. I don't like to put myself into a box.

 

[Loner]

usual suspects most likely

 

[𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑]

are you a satanist

I into chaos magick with a big emphasis on folk magic

 

[Ultimate Subhuman]

The fuck do you mean true to your fath? You've been "Christian" for like 2 months.

You converted to Christianity because some redpill roid head try hard douchebag on YouTube to you to do it. You're an NPC

And you don't know shit because you're a teenager

I was baptised, Ive been Christian all my life

 

[Ultimate Subhuman]

usual suspects most likely

The guys ~5'7 and Brown from footage I saw

 

[𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑]

I was baptised, Ive been Christian all my life

Ok, so you're just doing what you're parents told you to do. Still NPC behavior

 

[Ultimate Subhuman]

Ok, so you're just doing what you're parents told you to do. Still NPC behavior

Ive questioned it, but I still found it to be the truth. Far from NPC behavior

 

[𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑]

Ive questioned it, but I still found it to be the truth.

You didn't, because whatever form of protestant bullshit your doing isn't true. You wouldn't know the truth if it took a shit on your face. You're capable of knowing anything because you're a teenager and teenagers don't know shit. Your life experience consists playing video games.

You're submitting yourself to some Jewish concept like the shabbos goy that you are.

 

[Ultimate Subhuman]

You didn't, because whatever form of protestant bullshit your doing isn't true.

Im Jewish not protestant

 

[𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑]

Im Jewish not protestant

Ok. Your religion sucks. It's a religion of submission. It's no different than those morons on .org that worship clavicular. Literally every other religion is better than that abrahamic bullshit. Celtic paganism, Voodoo, Norse paganism, those people have a real connection with their deities. They have magick. Magick is the real thing

And that thing you worship is a deific mask of Baal

 

[Forecast]

Ok. Your religion sucks. It's a religion of submission. It's no different than those morons on .org that worship clavicular. Literally every other religion is better than that abrahamic bullshit. Celtic paganism, Voodoo, Norse paganism, those people have a real connection with their deities. They have magick. Magick is the real thing

And that thing you worship is a deific mask of Baal

 

[chudlite]

I into chaos magick with a big emphasis on folk magic

could you repeat that in simpler terms

 

[𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑]

could you repeat that in simpler terms

 

[Ultimate Subhuman]

Celtic paganism, Voodoo, Norse paganism, those people have a real connection with their deities.

No evidence at all lol. Pure blind faith

 

[𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑]

No evidence at all lol. Pure blind faith

Paganism isn't like your desert religion They summon their deities. The deities prove their existence every time the pagans perform magickal rituals with them

 

[Ultimate Subhuman]

Paganism isn't like your desert religion They summon their deities. The deities prove their existence every time the pagans perform magickal rituals with them

Can I see the summoned deites?

 

[𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑]

Can I see the summoned deites?

I shouldn't be using the term summon. I'm trying to use relatable language, but a better term is call.

Spirits are perceived with psychic senses. Some people have a natural ability to see spirits. Most people need to train themselves to see them. Astral sight isn't the only way perceive spirits. They can be heard, smelled, tasted and the most common way people perceive them is by feeling.