Sex is starting to freak me out

[Deleted member 52]

I’ve been on “nofap” for a while now, not really intentionally. I tend to coom at night and it started off by me feeling lazy/tired and not wanting to go do it, I supposed it slowly evolved into just not caring anymore

My mind tends to drift to any manner of subjects (I need to fix this tbh, giga subhuman trait)… sexual thoughts included

The last few times this has happened, it’s felt gross and unsettling. You know when some .org retards spam videos of gay black porn, trying to be funny or whatever, and when you see it, you just feel repulsed?
It’s like that

Is this the final conclusion of being incel?
Idk, I tend to cycle through phases of being completely asexual, but the thought of sex hasn’t been as off putting as it is now for a long time.

It just seems to bring forth some sense of uneasiness. Feels unhygienic I guess, but also cramped, awkward, unnatural even.

I suppose as an incel you get so disjointed from sexuality that even the idea of sex just seems more bizarre than pleasurable… maybe that’s it

 

[Postman]

Same kinda. The only appeal of it is making me feel more like a chad or else it's lame

Being told i have a big dick, am a good kisser and the general feeling of outcompeting other guys

I guess it's what the ftm troons call "autoandrophilia". Idea of becoming a slayer moreso than the other person but I guess it's a more normal feeling for guys

 

[Myst]

Yeah something that is often never talked about is that the blackpill can turn you asexual. Many such cases

I wouldn't say I'm asexual but my sex drive has greatly decreased ever since I discovered the BP, I mean I still get raging erections in the morning but I seldom feel actually horny.

 

[クーロ]

I actually had the opposite experience. I was always somewhat asexual and didn't care much, but since spending time on BP spaces and especially these days with seasonal depression getting the best of me, I cannot sleep without thinking of sex. My stash of porn has reached like 7gb and it's getting very unhealthy. This usually happens around September each year but it's probably getting worse by the NEET lifestyle. Taking jewpills doesn't help either, just makes me do it longer