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<blockquote data-quote="Alurmo" data-source="post: 8521" data-attributes="member: 102"><p>i get these dreams abt the bp</p><p>whether they are true idk</p><p>I see myself getting humiliated in every way</p><p></p><p>its dehumanizing sometimes for me bc I just want to be normal but why do I have to go through this in life</p><p>why do I have to get mindfucks every day, why</p><p>and with that question alone I can drive myself to suicidal thoughts </p><p></p><p>I just hope it gets better for me tho</p><p>I often got mocked for my appearance when I was younger so I was always low self esteem</p><p>and it never got better</p><p></p><p>I tried to cope with mindset like the normies said but it was too late by that time, I was already a abused dog </p><p>I mean for me back when I was a kid I just wanted to be perceived as normal</p><p></p><p>in a way my grandma and aunt cucked me for making me overweight as a kid, at younger ages u always see the fat kid getting bullied for how he looks, that used to be me, I was getting called names, kids were taking shit out of my bag for laughs, I was getting throw fucking bread crumbs as a joke</p><p></p><p>don't u know how much of a mindfuck that is at such a young age, sometimes i just wished for at least a normal school day, no name calling, no bullying, no weird shit, just me socializing like i should</p><p></p><p>i don't know if it was bc i wasn't raised in a hard environment but i just cant take shit like that, its completely bad for my mental</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Alurmo, post: 8521, member: 102"] i get these dreams abt the bp whether they are true idk I see myself getting humiliated in every way its dehumanizing sometimes for me bc I just want to be normal but why do I have to go through this in life why do I have to get mindfucks every day, why and with that question alone I can drive myself to suicidal thoughts I just hope it gets better for me tho I often got mocked for my appearance when I was younger so I was always low self esteem and it never got better I tried to cope with mindset like the normies said but it was too late by that time, I was already a abused dog I mean for me back when I was a kid I just wanted to be perceived as normal in a way my grandma and aunt cucked me for making me overweight as a kid, at younger ages u always see the fat kid getting bullied for how he looks, that used to be me, I was getting called names, kids were taking shit out of my bag for laughs, I was getting throw fucking bread crumbs as a joke don't u know how much of a mindfuck that is at such a young age, sometimes i just wished for at least a normal school day, no name calling, no bullying, no weird shit, just me socializing like i should i don't know if it was bc i wasn't raised in a hard environment but i just cant take shit like that, its completely bad for my mental [/QUOTE]
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