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<blockquote data-quote="Abhorrence" data-source="post: 26293" data-attributes="member: 4">What used to be my &quot;best&quot; grew smaller and smaller. I started thinking it was all pointless, I made no sense. Working my hardest at school seemed stupid. And whats the big deal about being a fast runner? Making everyone laugh seemed way cooler to me, and I was way better at it. And I quickly learned that if I kept that up, I&#039;d always have to do something even bigger the next time around&quot;Can&#039;t have people think that I&#039;m boring.&quot;I figured I could do anything. I made everybody think I would do anything. So the stuff I did ended up being progressively dumber. I was out of control, I wasn&#039;t thinking. I knew they were a bunch of idiots. I wanted them to believe that they couldn&#039;t have this much fun without me. And we&#039;d break up the boring times doing pointless crap for fun, with or without regrets.So I decided I&#039;d set my sights higher. But the next thing I knew, after taking a good look around... I found there was no one left but me. It was right then and there when I finally realized, despite all my efforts to be the center of attention... there was nothing special about me at all.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Abhorrence, post: 26293, member: 4"] What used to be my "best" grew smaller and smaller. I started thinking it was all pointless, I made no sense. Working my hardest at school seemed stupid. And whats the big deal about being a fast runner? Making everyone laugh seemed way cooler to me, and I was way better at it. And I quickly learned that if I kept that up, I'd always have to do something even bigger the next time around "Can't have people think that I'm boring." I figured I could do anything. I made everybody think I would do anything. So the stuff I did ended up being progressively dumber. I was out of control, I wasn't thinking. I knew they were a bunch of idiots. I wanted them to believe that they couldn't have this much fun without me. And we'd break up the boring times doing pointless crap for fun, with or without regrets. So I decided I'd set my sights higher. But the next thing I knew, after taking a good look around... I found there was no one left but me. It was right then and there when I finally realized, despite all my efforts to be the center of attention... there was nothing special about me at all. [/QUOTE]

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