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<blockquote data-quote="qqq" data-source="post: 66073" data-attributes="member: 557"><p>I've did this after a 1 week streak of meditation - i was always skeptical about things so i did it mainly for ADHD treatment</p><p>I didn't really dedicated myself to it - 1h/day at max</p><p></p><p>[ATTACH=full]12315[/ATTACH]</p><p></p><p>After playing with my knife i've got bored of it - i tried to sell it, buy if you know it takes some time</p><p>In the meantime i've been researching different schizoterics discussions - most sources linked dhyana with <em><span style="color: rgb(65, 168, 95)"><strong>improving intuition or something like that</strong></span></em></p><p></p><p>Outta boredom<span style="color: null"> i've decided to gamble it instead</span></p><p>[ATTACH=full]12338[/ATTACH]</p><p><img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite95" alt=":apusearch:" title="ApuSearch :apusearch:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":apusearch:" /></p><p>Now keep in mind that i've never won <strong>50/50</strong> before - even small Ws were kinda suprising to me</p><p></p><p>It was a series of pages like that - <span style="color: rgb(61, 142, 185)">i've never lost my depo</span> and came out even / 60-70% winrate for now</p><p></p><p>It was a series of <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0)">black</span> n <span style="color: rgb(184, 49, 47)">red</span> nothing special, until..</p><p></p><p>[ATTACH=full]12323[/ATTACH]</p><p></p><p><img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite75" alt=":pepescared:" title="PepeScared :pepescared:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":pepescared:" /><img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite75" alt=":pepescared:" title="PepeScared :pepescared:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":pepescared:" /> so the difference here when i've placed bets on red / black it was what comes to my mind <strong>FIRST</strong></p><p>The only thing that changed to me after dhyana is basically this - 0 overthinking and going w the flow</p><p>I've never betted green randomly b4 - its just this time i've got strong urge to do so</p><p><em>It felt like panic attack when i would just place my cursor to red or black </em></p><p></p><p>[ATTACH=full]12341[/ATTACH]</p><p>[ATTACH=full]12332[/ATTACH]</p><p>Now streaks is something ethereal to me to, <span style="color: rgb(26, 188, 156)">my past self</span> would trick me <em>to not go </em>with the first thing in mind</p><p><strong>NOTICE </strong>that there was Ls too , these are just my sshots</p><p>Ive used the same <strong>bet - </strong>i didnt rely on goytingale schemes or get greedy</p><p>took a break for a while - i've felt into trance so time passed rq</p><p>it was basically meditation with open eyes (idk the definitions, just randomly come with the same conclusions somehow )</p><p>But it's basically dharana ig</p><p>[ATTACH=full]12326[/ATTACH]</p><p>[ATTACH=full]12327[/ATTACH]</p><p><img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite62" alt=":pepepanic:" title="PepePanic :pepepanic:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":pepepanic:" /><img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite62" alt=":pepepanic:" title="PepePanic :pepepanic:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":pepepanic:" /> now just as i decided to quit i've placed these ones</p><p>The thing is i wanted to go balls deep on those - atleast my gut sense told me so</p><p>but then my <em>"rational" </em>goybrain told me that it's all just a series of lucky events - you won <strong>2.63% </strong>bet, now you want to place it all on <strong>0.003% </strong>turd? <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite152" alt=":npc:" title="NPC :npc:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":npc:" /></p><p></p><p>Now this post is too long already so ill keep updating the thread</p><p></p><p><strong><em><span style="font-size: 12px">I've always tried to remain sane but whatever belief system i had, they tend to fall apart - so why bother?</span></em></strong></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="qqq, post: 66073, member: 557"] I've did this after a 1 week streak of meditation - i was always skeptical about things so i did it mainly for ADHD treatment I didn't really dedicated myself to it - 1h/day at max [ATTACH type="full"]12315[/ATTACH] After playing with my knife i've got bored of it - i tried to sell it, buy if you know it takes some time In the meantime i've been researching different schizoterics discussions - most sources linked dhyana with [I][COLOR=rgb(65, 168, 95)][B]improving intuition or something like that[/B][/COLOR][/I] Outta boredom[COLOR=null] i've decided to gamble it instead[/COLOR] [ATTACH type="full"]12338[/ATTACH] :apusearch: Now keep in mind that i've never won [B]50/50[/B] before - even small Ws were kinda suprising to me It was a series of pages like that - [COLOR=rgb(61, 142, 185)]i've never lost my depo[/COLOR] and came out even / 60-70% winrate for now It was a series of [COLOR=rgb(0, 0, 0)]black[/COLOR] n [COLOR=rgb(184, 49, 47)]red[/COLOR] nothing special, until.. [ATTACH type="full"]12323[/ATTACH] :pepescared::pepescared: so the difference here when i've placed bets on red / black it was what comes to my mind [B]FIRST[/B] The only thing that changed to me after dhyana is basically this - 0 overthinking and going w the flow I've never betted green randomly b4 - its just this time i've got strong urge to do so [I]It felt like panic attack when i would just place my cursor to red or black [/I] [ATTACH type="full"]12341[/ATTACH] [ATTACH type="full"]12332[/ATTACH] Now streaks is something ethereal to me to, [COLOR=rgb(26, 188, 156)]my past self[/COLOR][COLOR=rgb(0, 168, 133)] [/COLOR]would trick me [I]to not go [/I]with the first thing in mind [B]NOTICE [/B]that there was Ls too , these are just my sshots Ive used the same [B]bet - [/B]i didnt rely on goytingale schemes or get greedy took a break for a while - i've felt into trance so time passed rq it was basically meditation with open eyes (idk the definitions, just randomly come with the same conclusions somehow ) But it's basically dharana ig [ATTACH type="full"]12326[/ATTACH] [ATTACH type="full"]12327[/ATTACH] :pepepanic::pepepanic: now just as i decided to quit i've placed these ones The thing is i wanted to go balls deep on those - atleast my gut sense told me so but then my [I]"rational" [/I]goybrain told me that it's all just a series of lucky events - you won [B]2.63% [/B]bet, now you want to place it all on [B]0.003% [/B]turd? :npc: Now this post is too long already so ill keep updating the thread [B][I][SIZE=3]I've always tried to remain sane but whatever belief system i had, they tend to fall apart - so why bother?[/SIZE][/I][/B] [/QUOTE]
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