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Incel teen in school:
Humble, knew my place, never drew attention to myself
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Passive ascension
Finish height growth spurt upon turning 18 and finishing school
Get braces off giving me straight teeth and a camoflauged underbite for first time
Start drinking alcohol to unlock low inhib extraverted alter ego
Results in a Happy go lucky attitude, full of enthusiasm for entering new social interactions, nothing to lose mindset because physical improvements just happened and provided nice novelty (braces were passive as I just showed up to appointments, no action on my part)
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Active Maintenance Ascension
Gymcelling to rid myself of skinny failo, the first looks improvement that required active effort to achieve and maintain
Mindset in the early stages were that I felt an entitlement to better results with foids because I could see the progress I made but my end product (physique) wasn't good enough to warrant the switch from "I have nothing to lose so any results are a bonus" mindset to "I've put in work to ascend so a lack of results is a failure" mindset.
Eventually I gymcelled enough that my physique size became a legit halo when lean which was the point I maintained, then I gained a tan and maintained it and eradicated acne which plagued me in my bulking days.
This was the point where I entered my slaying peak and the results with foids I felt entitled to for improving actually began to come my way.
During this time I felt somewhat narcy as a cope for the fact that I knew I wasn't as aesthetic as I wanted to be because I required jaw surgery to reach my true peak so I never truly felt like I could get top tier foids because evidence never suggested I could so I just stayed in my lane and slayed MTBs who put up the least resistance
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Post Maintenance Decline
I lose my peak muscle size due to an injury then lockdowns happen so I never fully regain this size and gymcelling to try return to where I was feels pointless.
At this point I'm no longer maintaining any tan so I have pale failo and I'm a bit too skinny for my height and while face improves in some ways due to increased leanness, I lose the youth glow I had while younger which can highlight recessed maxilla.
During this period I lose the motivation to pursue foids and just see it as a transition period until I can begin my next ascension which will be jaw surgery
I get palate expansion which temporarily failos me because of the tooth gap (only 3 months but still a considerable chunk in youth prime) followed by over a year in orthodontics to make my underbite WORSE to prepare me for surgery.
18 months in a descension state but I actually looked decent post palate expansion and prior to underbite increase and got a solid slay in this time.
I had thoughts of narciness at this point as well, like a coping mechanism of "once I look like my morphs I'm gonna mog so hard, the only reason I'm not mogging is due to maloclusion which would bury the looks of 95% of guys"
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Second Ascension
I ascend with jaw surgery, regain enough muscle mass to look decent physique wise and just recently regained a tan to rid myself of the pale failo I had for years (this was my pure looks peak)
Feelings of narciness and need to prove myself with social results start to disappear, I don't need to tell myself that I am zyx or I will become xyz after I ascend because I'm now content with where I am in the hierarchy so comparisons feel trivial at this point.
I become more humble in general and can accept my shortcomings easier because recogniition of my shortcomings feel like less of a personal attack
Humble, knew my place, never drew attention to myself
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Passive ascension
Finish height growth spurt upon turning 18 and finishing school
Get braces off giving me straight teeth and a camoflauged underbite for first time
Start drinking alcohol to unlock low inhib extraverted alter ego
Results in a Happy go lucky attitude, full of enthusiasm for entering new social interactions, nothing to lose mindset because physical improvements just happened and provided nice novelty (braces were passive as I just showed up to appointments, no action on my part)
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Active Maintenance Ascension
Gymcelling to rid myself of skinny failo, the first looks improvement that required active effort to achieve and maintain
Mindset in the early stages were that I felt an entitlement to better results with foids because I could see the progress I made but my end product (physique) wasn't good enough to warrant the switch from "I have nothing to lose so any results are a bonus" mindset to "I've put in work to ascend so a lack of results is a failure" mindset.
Eventually I gymcelled enough that my physique size became a legit halo when lean which was the point I maintained, then I gained a tan and maintained it and eradicated acne which plagued me in my bulking days.
This was the point where I entered my slaying peak and the results with foids I felt entitled to for improving actually began to come my way.
During this time I felt somewhat narcy as a cope for the fact that I knew I wasn't as aesthetic as I wanted to be because I required jaw surgery to reach my true peak so I never truly felt like I could get top tier foids because evidence never suggested I could so I just stayed in my lane and slayed MTBs who put up the least resistance
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Post Maintenance Decline
I lose my peak muscle size due to an injury then lockdowns happen so I never fully regain this size and gymcelling to try return to where I was feels pointless.
At this point I'm no longer maintaining any tan so I have pale failo and I'm a bit too skinny for my height and while face improves in some ways due to increased leanness, I lose the youth glow I had while younger which can highlight recessed maxilla.
During this period I lose the motivation to pursue foids and just see it as a transition period until I can begin my next ascension which will be jaw surgery
I get palate expansion which temporarily failos me because of the tooth gap (only 3 months but still a considerable chunk in youth prime) followed by over a year in orthodontics to make my underbite WORSE to prepare me for surgery.
18 months in a descension state but I actually looked decent post palate expansion and prior to underbite increase and got a solid slay in this time.
I had thoughts of narciness at this point as well, like a coping mechanism of "once I look like my morphs I'm gonna mog so hard, the only reason I'm not mogging is due to maloclusion which would bury the looks of 95% of guys"
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Second Ascension
I ascend with jaw surgery, regain enough muscle mass to look decent physique wise and just recently regained a tan to rid myself of the pale failo I had for years (this was my pure looks peak)
Feelings of narciness and need to prove myself with social results start to disappear, I don't need to tell myself that I am zyx or I will become xyz after I ascend because I'm now content with where I am in the hierarchy so comparisons feel trivial at this point.
I become more humble in general and can accept my shortcomings easier because recogniition of my shortcomings feel like less of a personal attack
