Honestly, that’s ideal. The truth is, having a chronic illness has allowed me to experience firsthand how much of the suffering we experice does not contribute to our development as human beings. A lot of it is in vain and has severely worn me down, both physically and psychologically. I've learned a lot, yes, but even so, I feel that there comes a point where it becomes exhausting and does nothing but accelerate the natural process of death, either by weakening our bodies or reinforcing the will to die through suicide.
It's always common to see normies coping, thinking they can achieve everything with "muh hard work

," but in reality, it's always preferable to be born with as many advantages as possible, whether they be genetic, economic, etc. Life is chaotic and unstable, and it doesn't forgive anyone. The best thing is to be born and live like a king. That story about working hard and striving for things makes no sense in a world where injustice and brutality are the daily bread.