When life gives you lemons, you make lemonade. When life gives you a challenge, you overcome it or ask for help from those who are more equipped to deal with it. There is absolutely validation in your qualms and problems; they are real and need to be heard. Lay them down before Christ with an honest heart, simply asking for help and I promise you that in your sincerity an answer will arise. For me, it never came as a literal, audible voice like many people describe. Many 'common clear' factors of the Spirit at least visiting me unfortunately are not present on me. I received confirmation through other means, ones that
met me where I was. God used my knowledge and my life experiences to guide me, answered my questions and rewarded
genuine and
faithful searching of information.
I'm not asking you to run to a church, buy a Bible (Yet

), or do anything outside of your comfort zone. God will tell you what you need to do, what will nourish you and what you don't need. I used to worry about so many things in my life, exceedingly so to the point of major disabling anxiety. Overthinking and over-analyzation, powerful tools utilized incorrectly. God showed me that I can point those 'problems' I saw with my brain towards something that wholly supports it. He also taught me how to (slowly, I'm still learning) give Him my worries and sorrows. I used to worry that trying that is just a delusion, you're 'pushing your problems down' and consistently throughout my life previously justified NOT confiding in God, saying that doing so is just a mental delusion (despite all my life acknowledging Him, makes no sense right?). Once I finally let go and decided to try it for once, I was immediately shown what I was missing. He caught me up to speed very fast.
"And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart." - Jeremiah 29:13