Reply to thread

Message

<blockquote data-quote="vermeulean" data-source="post: 29058" data-attributes="member: 112">i have very few good memories from my schooldays. mostly just waiting to get home and play vidya. consistently did average in all non-english related subjects. never interacted with anyone since i wanted to live an unobserved life. people were basically just nonentities to me, and back then i didnt lose any sleep knowing that i had fucked the opportunity to develop any robust social network. public school so most kids there were fairly retarded anyway, the academically-oriented ones were nothing compared to the kids from local selective schools.i do sort of regret not trying in that environment. might go back to school to study law or economics, idk. despite the fact that i was surrounded by retards at the time, most of them were likely more intelligent simply on the basis of being able to adequately balance their social and academic lives. nowadays a social life only obtains value inside the operculum of utilitarian necessity. i mean, even the stembrained ones were only able to balance everything due to being bullwhipped by their ethnic parents, lol.even though i rarely think about school now, can&#039;t help but wonder if there was some promise on my part just left up in the air due to my overwhelming indifference to it all. always thought that highschool memories, the folies of youth, the whole bolus of partying and drinking and fucking girls, was purely infantile. i mean, the instability that comes from bearing that ideal is surely not a logical one? attributing so much weight to sense data is wild...</blockquote>

[QUOTE="vermeulean, post: 29058, member: 112"] i have very few good memories from my schooldays. mostly just waiting to get home and play vidya. consistently did average in all non-english related subjects. never interacted with anyone since i wanted to live an unobserved life. people were basically just nonentities to me, and back then i didnt lose any sleep knowing that i had fucked the opportunity to develop any robust social network. public school so most kids there were fairly retarded anyway, the academically-oriented ones were nothing compared to the kids from local selective schools. i do sort of regret not trying in that environment. might go back to school to study law or economics, idk. despite the fact that i was surrounded by retards at the time, most of them were likely more intelligent simply on the basis of being able to adequately balance their social and academic lives. nowadays a social life only obtains value inside the operculum of utilitarian necessity. i mean, even the stembrained ones were only able to balance everything due to being bullwhipped by their ethnic parents, lol. even though i rarely think about school now, can't help but wonder if there was some promise on my part just left up in the air due to my overwhelming indifference to it all. always thought that highschool memories, the folies of youth, the whole bolus of partying and drinking and fucking girls, was purely infantile. i mean, the instability that comes from bearing that ideal is surely not a logical one? attributing so much weight to sense data is wild... [/QUOTE]

Name

Verification

Layout Options

Color Schemes

Reply to thread