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The message I sent my therapist about the brutality of trauma.
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<blockquote data-quote="JayJaySattva" data-source="post: 68344" data-attributes="member: 147"><p>Right now, I believe I am at the very core of what I would call the 'loss of (CENSORED)'.</p><p></p><p>I believe it is something extremely traumatic due to the circumstances in which it occurred. The body failed, the mind failed, the circumstances failed. Everything felt like a cruel conspiracy against the <em>JayJaySattva</em> of that moment, who was trying so hard to do things right.</p><p></p><p>So, it is like a living testament—like those brands they sear into livestock with a red-hot iron—of how circumstances can feel like the very definition of hell on earth. I don’t think I can express the magnitude of the tragedy contained within that act, because in itself, it feels infinite. There is a brutality, something so ruthless in all of this, something so utterly cruel that it is inexpressible.</p><p></p><p>All of this conditions an infinite cynicism; I am unable to buy into the nonsense or the 'pretty stories' that are so prevalent out there."</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="JayJaySattva, post: 68344, member: 147"] Right now, I believe I am at the very core of what I would call the 'loss of (CENSORED)'. I believe it is something extremely traumatic due to the circumstances in which it occurred. The body failed, the mind failed, the circumstances failed. Everything felt like a cruel conspiracy against the [I]JayJaySattva[/I] of that moment, who was trying so hard to do things right. So, it is like a living testament—like those brands they sear into livestock with a red-hot iron—of how circumstances can feel like the very definition of hell on earth. I don’t think I can express the magnitude of the tragedy contained within that act, because in itself, it feels infinite. There is a brutality, something so ruthless in all of this, something so utterly cruel that it is inexpressible. All of this conditions an infinite cynicism; I am unable to buy into the nonsense or the 'pretty stories' that are so prevalent out there." [/QUOTE]
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