There's nowhere else online

[bell]

This is it boyos, I can't even show up anywhere else online, I'm completely outcast.

Aside from this place, I think I'm done for now. The other day I found my old crush on Instagram and thought "what a joke." Just couldn't find myself attracted to her, though she had a gimpy boyfriend so maybe that played a role.

I'm almost certain that there are no likeminded people on the internet for me, mainly because I'm too retarded to foster any similarities between me and the groups which I wrongly assume to be similar to me in some way. It's like in school when you would try to indicate to others that you're a ramshackled normalfag too, but that'd almost always end in mockery because of how retarded you looked to them vs. how the mental image appeared to you.

 

[VioletBlast]

send the boyfriend gore and cuck him

 

[GGWP]

too retarded

In what way?

 

[bell]

In what way?

I'm too dense for ironyposting and such. I just like what I like, but usually I end up looking like a tourist who doesn't have anything meaningful to say. I didn't grow up on forums or social media so maybe that's why.

 

[クーロ]

Cuck the boyfriend mail him a bomb or something

 

[xaxs]

I'm too dense for ironyposting and such. I just like what I like, but usually I end up looking like a tourist who doesn't have anything meaningful to say. I didn't grow up on forums or social media so maybe that's why.

I feel like most of what circulates on forums is pretty meaningless anyway. Do you ever feel like you don't have anything important to add? Or is it something else? I'm kind of in the same boat, I'm naturally extremely quiet, the stereotypical "quiet guy". I don't really get the impulse to post anything, but lately I've been trying to build the habit. Even now, though, I'm not sure why I'm writing this. It almost feels like I'm forcing myself to do something that isn't natural for me.

 

[user]

mail him a bomb

 

[bell]

I feel like most of what circulates on forums is pretty meaningless anyway. Do you ever feel like you don't have anything important to add? Or is it something else? I'm kind of in the same boat, I'm naturally extremely quiet, the stereotypical "quiet guy". I don't really get the impulse to post anything, but lately I've been trying to build the habit. Even now, though, I'm not sure why I'm writing this. It almost feels like I'm forcing myself to do something that isn't natural for me.

It depends. Sometimes I won't really care about the cadence of my posting, other times that's not the case. I think that's probably unique to these kinds of forums, where I either feel like I'm talking past people and not really having conversations or that the level of discussion requires some meaningful input which I can't provide.

Usually I feel like I'm forced to identify with the concerns of people who I mistakenly believe to be similar to me. Any antagonism thrown their way is antagonism toward me, and any genuine criticism of their natures is a blight against my character, as if bringing to the fore my own naivety in identifying with "losers". Lately I haven't been able to identify with any group, so I've mostly lacked the energy to curate my posts towards any imagined demographic.

 

[Maid]

I tend to feel that way too when it comes to forums even in terms of online degeneracy. I just don’t get the urge to post all that much, and despite being a NEET for 12 years, I don’t exactly fit the typical demographic. I’m not a normie per se, but I’m also not degenerate or autistic enough, so these spaces can sometimes make me feel out of place.
People online generally seem to have a rich presence and connections with others, even in niche spaces like these. As for me, I never really cared enough to form those kinds of bonds, I’d drop them pretty quickly before they even started, lol.