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<blockquote data-quote="fatcel_3000" data-source="post: 2798" data-attributes="member: 73">it was based off this stick figure avatar althistoryhub used, see this art style.[ATTACH=full]587[/ATTACH]it was my fault he was so annoying, because my intent in creating the tulpa was to increase my debate skills/logical ability by having a debate partner in my head. i read one of the guides that existed then, i think from the 1990s, old looking site but i remember nothing else. At first it was fun to debate about politics or something, but then when I was having normal thoughts, he would pop up with an angry face, and wouldn&#039;t STFU. its not a debate i want a snack. So i had to banish him.I got like a dark sensation, chills down my spine, he was angry, but everytime he popped up again, which was less and less i pushed him out of my head. During a spanish test (i dunno fuck about spanish) i prayed too hard and got into contact with some voice that gave me answers during the test which were actually legit, so must have been something to it. But it gave me schizo commands, like trying to enlighten me about the truth about souls, telling me to turn around randomly, telling me i&#039;d be punished if i told anyone, promising me to be some secret agent, saying do x y and z and buy the lottery at exactly 11am and you will win, and yelled at me at night, like it would tell me to put my head under my blankets for 2 minutes or it was getting lobbed off. When i got rid of that voice my old tulpa would pop up to try to intimidate memaybe its something to play with when i have my own money but going schizophrenic in any way shape or form as a NEET is a GG you lose at life</blockquote>

[QUOTE="fatcel_3000, post: 2798, member: 73"] it was based off this stick figure avatar althistoryhub used, see this art style. [ATTACH type="full" alt="1719532575758.png"]587[/ATTACH] it was my fault he was so annoying, because my intent in creating the tulpa was to increase my debate skills/logical ability by having a debate partner in my head. i read one of the guides that existed then, i think from the 1990s, old looking site but i remember nothing else. At first it was fun to debate about politics or something, but then when I was having normal thoughts, he would pop up with an angry face, and wouldn't STFU. its not a debate i want a snack. So i had to banish him. I got like a dark sensation, chills down my spine, he was angry, but everytime he popped up again, which was less and less i pushed him out of my head. During a spanish test (i dunno fuck about spanish) i prayed too hard and got into contact with some voice that gave me answers during the test which were actually legit, so must have been something to it. But it gave me schizo commands, like trying to enlighten me about the truth about souls, telling me to turn around randomly, telling me i'd be punished if i told anyone, promising me to be some secret agent, saying do x y and z and buy the lottery at exactly 11am and you will win, and yelled at me at night, like it would tell me to put my head under my blankets for 2 minutes or it was getting lobbed off. When i got rid of that voice my old tulpa would pop up to try to intimidate me maybe its something to play with when i have my own money but going schizophrenic in any way shape or form as a NEET is a GG you lose at life [/QUOTE]

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