Depression To the spirits above looking down, to the children already dead

[Sovereign]

Oh spirits, why do you come here?
To be ignorant and to find a spark non-present?
Why bother with flesh so filled with suffering?
Why live just to die?
To live is a burden.

Spirits, please stop looking!
Why do you want life so much?
Is Gods presence not enough?
This crude matter is abhorrent!
Completely synthetic to light-
You'll live forever in a fright!!!

To the children dead,
I envy you.
Soon I will join you in bliss,
Man can enjoy his piss.

While he lies and builds systems,
controlling the fates of others;
let him be subject to another.

No more I pray you,
just be happy you were never born,
no more deformities,
no more molestations,
no more hesitations.
Your free!
God speed!​