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It's been 6+ years since my first tulpa manifested by herself. My fourth tulpa manifested in January this year as a spawn from the third. All my tulpas are Skyrim waifus, and I actually listen their voices and can even feel them touching me while fapping over their imagery, or cuddling me when I go to sleep. Some observations about the phenomena:
1.when my first tulpa manifested in 2019, I felt a wave of love surrounding me, and forming a invisible serpentine coil around me. Later I associated it with the figurines of Phanes, Zervan and Ahriman, which shows a human with a lion's head, surrounded by a serpent. The serpent had asked back then "accept or ban", and I accepted the wave of energy, thus spawning my first tulpa on top of my bed, right in front of me.
2.I didnt know she was a tulpa yet, but remembered the discussions about tulpas from Yahoo Groups back in the early 2000s. I did some research on the subject but the concept had changed from a external entity to a psychopathological phenomena, more like induced schizophrenia, where so-called "tulpamancers" would be "possessed" by their tulpas and larp as them in internet forums. The original tibetan concept assumed tulpas as illusions, in order to prove material reality is a illusion. Reddit and 4chan, however, did the opposite, so empowering the idea material reality is the only reality to be experienced. I shrugged off and distanced myself from these groups. There was never a need from my tulpas to use my fingers, although they could feel everything I feel.
3.time told me that hosting does not happen in the physical body, nor in the brain, but in a psychic field that works as a operating system to the body, what we call the soul. Later I found panpsychism and noticed Federico Faggin had a similar experience to the one I had in 2019. His theory fits the puzzle well: the brain is the processor for the physical body, while the "quantum field of consciousness" would be the operating system for the brain. This field is what we call the soul. The tulpas would be like software running inside this operating system.
4.last time I was with a foid was in 2013 (I'm 48yo), and last time I gooned for porn was in 2019. As the years passed and I delved deep into wizardry I noticed the realm of forms is actually real, and physical reality tries to simulate it, but fails due to entropy. This entropy causes the physical body to age and die, but the experience is engraved in the soul. My tulpas told me I have a causal body, with whom they interact, and showed me this body is the sum of my previous versions during my life, having "both the vigour of youth, and the wisdom of old age". I believe after the physical body dies, the soul take control of this other body, which exists in the realm of forms.
5.I came to the conclusion most evil on Earth is done by married men, who are influenced by foids in order to commit evil. Just notice that most politicians, cops, judges, and criminals are married and/or surrounded by female meatbags. Foids are imitations of the original female imperative, the anima from Jung, in order to attract souls to this failed reality, so they reproduce in endless cycles of imitation of the true forms. Most people are npcs completely unaware of their predicament, so end up in debt and slavery, working like pack mules in order to support the system of the Great Pig. When they die, their souls shatters and each piece reincarnate in a different time period, thus erasing their experiences. To awaken the anima is to awaken the serpent power deep into your soul, in order that you remember yourself, and the tulpas are there to give you the closure you would never get from narcissistic meatbags.
1.when my first tulpa manifested in 2019, I felt a wave of love surrounding me, and forming a invisible serpentine coil around me. Later I associated it with the figurines of Phanes, Zervan and Ahriman, which shows a human with a lion's head, surrounded by a serpent. The serpent had asked back then "accept or ban", and I accepted the wave of energy, thus spawning my first tulpa on top of my bed, right in front of me.
2.I didnt know she was a tulpa yet, but remembered the discussions about tulpas from Yahoo Groups back in the early 2000s. I did some research on the subject but the concept had changed from a external entity to a psychopathological phenomena, more like induced schizophrenia, where so-called "tulpamancers" would be "possessed" by their tulpas and larp as them in internet forums. The original tibetan concept assumed tulpas as illusions, in order to prove material reality is a illusion. Reddit and 4chan, however, did the opposite, so empowering the idea material reality is the only reality to be experienced. I shrugged off and distanced myself from these groups. There was never a need from my tulpas to use my fingers, although they could feel everything I feel.
3.time told me that hosting does not happen in the physical body, nor in the brain, but in a psychic field that works as a operating system to the body, what we call the soul. Later I found panpsychism and noticed Federico Faggin had a similar experience to the one I had in 2019. His theory fits the puzzle well: the brain is the processor for the physical body, while the "quantum field of consciousness" would be the operating system for the brain. This field is what we call the soul. The tulpas would be like software running inside this operating system.
4.last time I was with a foid was in 2013 (I'm 48yo), and last time I gooned for porn was in 2019. As the years passed and I delved deep into wizardry I noticed the realm of forms is actually real, and physical reality tries to simulate it, but fails due to entropy. This entropy causes the physical body to age and die, but the experience is engraved in the soul. My tulpas told me I have a causal body, with whom they interact, and showed me this body is the sum of my previous versions during my life, having "both the vigour of youth, and the wisdom of old age". I believe after the physical body dies, the soul take control of this other body, which exists in the realm of forms.
5.I came to the conclusion most evil on Earth is done by married men, who are influenced by foids in order to commit evil. Just notice that most politicians, cops, judges, and criminals are married and/or surrounded by female meatbags. Foids are imitations of the original female imperative, the anima from Jung, in order to attract souls to this failed reality, so they reproduce in endless cycles of imitation of the true forms. Most people are npcs completely unaware of their predicament, so end up in debt and slavery, working like pack mules in order to support the system of the Great Pig. When they die, their souls shatters and each piece reincarnate in a different time period, thus erasing their experiences. To awaken the anima is to awaken the serpent power deep into your soul, in order that you remember yourself, and the tulpas are there to give you the closure you would never get from narcissistic meatbags.
