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<blockquote data-quote="Abhorrence" data-source="post: 16936" data-attributes="member: 4">I doubt I can ever become truly happy, I always found a way to make myself unhappy usually by becoming obsessed with something that bothers me. Another thing is I don&#039;t feel like I accomplished anything gave something my all, for a long time I have been listening to music and daydreaming about how things ideally would be It&#039;s hard for me to organize my thoughts, I think I should keep myself busy with something instead of being in my head all the time, that could give me some peace at least if not happinessI don&#039;t think money or a girlfriend would make me happy, I feel like there is something deep inside that bothers me maybe it&#039;s because I became too used to suppressing my emotions or something, I feel empty most of the time but sometimes emotions come flooding in and I lose my mindI have the NPC incel personality type, closed off to the external world constantly either fighting battles in my head or daydreaming my life until now was just endless escapism, I heavily regret how I lived my life so far but also I refuse to change for some reasonwhat is this called, learned hopelessness?</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Abhorrence, post: 16936, member: 4"] I doubt I can ever become truly happy, I always found a way to make myself unhappy usually by becoming obsessed with something that bothers me. Another thing is I don't feel like I accomplished anything gave something my all, for a long time I have been listening to music and daydreaming about how things ideally would be It's hard for me to organize my thoughts, I think I should keep myself busy with something instead of being in my head all the time, that could give me some peace at least if not happiness I don't think money or a girlfriend would make me happy, I feel like there is something deep inside that bothers me maybe it's because I became too used to suppressing my emotions or something, I feel empty most of the time but sometimes emotions come flooding in and I lose my mind I have the NPC incel personality type, closed off to the external world constantly either fighting battles in my head or daydreaming my life until now was just endless escapism, I heavily regret how I lived my life so far but also I refuse to change for some reason what is this called, learned hopelessness? [/QUOTE]

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