While I was dying

[Sovereign]

My uncle once said this about me
"He's not all there in his head"

While I existed you persisted,
such a lovely family.

Must be nice to have a wife,
must be nice to have a son;
must be nice to have a life.

While you laughed I was crying,
while you were living I was dying.

Your brother abused me,
and all you did was leave me.
So long as its not you its fair play.

While I suffered you lived in joy.
All the while I lived in hell.
Must be nice living a lie.

While you run away from what happened,
I relive everything that has happened.
While you sleep in your comfy bed;
I live in the most terrible of dread.

Must be nice to have a wife,
Must be nice to have a son;
It must be nice to have a life.

While I die alone in pitiful strife,
save your prayers, I'm already dead.