I think your problem is you're depressed.
I figured out some of the life extension peptides Putin and Xi are taking. They also have a very pleasant side effect of boosting your mood and curing depression.
I've been taking a few of them for the past week while I walk around the city catching up on the sights that I missed as a wage salve, and I'm feeling pretty good, ngl. I thought I wasn't depressed before hand, but my mental clarity has definitely shifted after taking them.
- Bromantane (psychostimulant, anti-depressant, anxiolytic, anti-inflammatory, dopaminergic modulator)
- Semax (adrenocorticotropin, a more advanced synthetic relative of adrenochrome)
- Selank (anxiolytic)
Also been dosing with modafinil every other day. Giving up on life is the last thing on my mind. Your problem is you lack stims.