Venting Why I took the blackpill at 16.

[lunin7]

Because at 16 I was at my lowest point. My mom had almost kicked me out, my stepdad had yelled in my face, the girl I liked had rejected me and stopped talking to me. Everyone thought I was a weirdo but I was just autistic.

And I went through all this shit while trying to “better my life”, I ended up still losing more friends at this point. I was already watching blackpill vids in late 2021 and at this point I resonated with the blackpill points way more than the other redpill advice and shit.

They mentioned “having a uh shit life” and I realized my life had always been shit, I’ve always been bullied growing up and I was just naturally disliked by others. Man I looked up the ceiling in my room and said “what am I doing this shit for?”

That’s why I was following renegade #1 for a while, he was very wise but I stopped following him because he was too nihilistic and his points went against basic human needs.

 

[newsincerity]

RIP ranagade #1 was based

 

[newsincerity]

Is there someone who stands out to you now?

 

[lunin7]

Is there someone who stands out to you now?

Yeah sv3rige and rawsright are youtubers i enjoy watching.

 

[newsincerity]

Yeah sv3rige and rawsright are youtubers i enjoy watching.

have you read We Want to Live by Aajonus

 

[lunin7]

have you read We Want to Live by Aajonus

Yeah I heard of that book before but never read it, i'll probably read it someday when I get the chance

 

[Deleted member 432]

Yeah I heard of that book before but never read it, i'll probably read it someday when I get the chance

That book is a waste of time, half of it is him talking about his life experiences and including some schizo trips where he thought he was about to die because he ate a slice of pizza
I would recommend reading darko velcek's blog if anything

HEALYOURSELF

Darko Velcek's Blog Site : Help and Guidance for You to reclaim the ability to heal your self naturally:

darkovelcek.wordpress.com

 

[newsincerity]

That book is a waste of time, half of it is him talking about his life experiences and including some schizo trips where he thought he was about to die because he ate a slice of pizza
I would recommend reading darko velcek's blog if anything

HEALYOURSELF

Darko Velcek's Blog Site : Help and Guidance for You to reclaim the ability to heal your self naturally:

darkovelcek.wordpress.com

When he dies is the best part