Success I'm starting to feel I don't need sex nor relationships anymore LOL. [GTFIH]

[twojei]

I feel like I dont need the love of a woman anymore. I don't need sex. I don't need anything from anyone anymore. Everything is here in me LMAO.

Like the most beautiful woman and the one I had always wanted in personality and looks could come to me right now, and I would just simply reject her.

LOL

GUYS

WTF IS HAPPENING!!!!!

LMAO?????

There is still attachment to sexual pleasure though. I think arises form the fact that I used sexual pleasure to escape the pain my life, so I fear I won't be able to escape the pain in my life... Sexual pleasure is not the problem, as anything. The problem arise when we use things as the mean and not the end. Because I was avoiding something within my psyche, I was using people and things to escape my problems.

 

[Myst]

I feel like I dont need the love of a woman anymore. I don't need sex. I don't need anything from anyone anymore. Everything is here in me LMAO.

Like the most beautiful woman and the one I had always wanted in personality and looks could come to me right now, and I would just simply reject her.

LOL

GUYS

WTF IS HAPPENING!!!!!

LMAO?????

There is still attachment to sexual pleasure though. I think arises form the fact that I used sexual pleasure to escape the pain my life, so I fear I won't be able to escape the pain in my life... Sexual pleasure is not the problem, as anything. The problem arise when we use things as the mean and not the end. Because I was avoiding something within my psyche, I was using people and things to escape my problems.

Are you experiencing an ego death?

 

[twojei]

Are you experiencing an ego death?

Yeah, kinda. I experienced it after a meditative session a week ago. I'm back to normal though, but with the awareness that we are nothing deep down.